today was a fucked up day. pardon me for the usage of vulgarities. why? cos i am so so pissed off by some ppl. told them to get ready the cards by today. how many acherli did?? only chenhui did the card. i dun mind if u tell me that u didnt complete or u haven done yet. pls dun give me that innocent look and say ''huh? wad card?" as if i have not given any instructions at all. my instructions were clear!

i dun wish to be the vice chairman also ok! since i am given the post, the only thing i can do is to fulfill my responsibilities and liabilities. i jus need u guys' cooperation and understanding. its so damn hard when no one is willing to co-operate with u. i was damn angry with someone whom i tot was my gd friend. and come to think of it, i am still angry with him. i shall not mention names.

how many ppl was willing to accompany me to buy the teachers' day present?? only a few turned up. others got reasons like i am busy, i have other things etc etc. FINE LA! i do everything myself can!!! u have ur things i have mine too!! why must i do all these unnecessary things for all of u? its not as if i will graduate with a better testimonial or wad. its the sense of responsiblity ok.. and this job is not rewarding at all. how many will actually come up to me and say ' hey grace, thanks for everything u have done for this class?' i bet NONE.

at the end of the day, who will be scolded for not doing anything well? it is always the student leaders fault. i have no control over a lot of things.. why cant u all jus cooperate with me? u think i like to do all these extra stuff?! i dun have a choice. u guys jus take for granted that i will always clear up the mess for u all.. its a taxing job. and sad to say, our class spirit is ZERO. can u all spare a thought for me sometimes.. thanks al ch jun and ben.

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