surprised to see another update? i was reading thru my sec sch friend's blog when i came across this part she wrote when she was in sec 2.. about me. i felt so sad after reading it.

"And the person whu had changed the most (emphasise on the word 'most') is actualli grace. The reason why i say dat grace changes the most is becoz, ever since she noe alot of ppl from other klaz, she treats everyone equal, sho actualli we not considered her very very very good friends, (gr, if u see this den u offended dun blame me, realli have to sae all this out!) Den i noe coz of a certain reason, u dun realli enjoy going out as a whole. budden, i noe u didnt forget us, but u much more popular den us, you are in the popular clique, so i always ask u, if one day ppl lyk ouyang ever cums to 3a, would u forget us, u may sae u wont, but i not to sure...(if we all go 3a, IF!)"

although i dunno why she mentioned ouyang, but wells. i felt so sad lahs. i didnt noe thats how she felt until today, after three four years. and come to think of it, even though we are in the same jc now, we dun talk to each other anymore. not even a simple hi. its hard to imagine that we are acherli gd friends in the past.

was i the one who changed? have i really forgotten about my old friends after i entered the 'popular clique'? i always thought that it was our character that didnt match.. i am those crazy kind.. those outgoing and enthu type while they are the more quiet type. i click better with ppl like jf sy oy cos they are of the same frequency as me. sighs. i am feeling so sad now lahs.

bought a lot of things at missha today. spent quite a lot. sobs.