got back my results le. not very gd.. although i attained 2As 2Aos to promote.. but its jus a borderline case.. during chem lecture mrs tay said " if you are those that manage to pass all but with a borderline case only.. then u really need to think whether the JC system is suitable for you".. to make the day worse, i failed my chem. i still haven exactly recover from the shock that i acherli failed my chem.. supposedly my best subject. once again, i let myself down.

i suddenly realise that there is no time for slacking in jc life. even right after our promos, we have to go on with normal lessons.. we started new topics on maths and chemistry. i really lose all hope in my chem le.. maybe the more confident u are, the more likely u will make blunders. shrugs. have i really made the right choice upon entering jc? giving up hope man.. i dun seem to do as well as last time.. my results dropped terribly.

and seeing my other friends getting gd results.. really make me feel so inferior and stressed. i wonder whether issit i am stupid or i didnt work hard enuff. i dun wanna find excuses for my terrible results anymore.. i hate this life. i hate my life. i hate everything now.