orientation 2oo6 has ended. engulfed by lots of different emotions and feelings now... dun exactly noe how to put it in words. its really touching to see that the effort we put it didnt go to waste.. really amazing to see how they transformed from total strangers to being good friends.. how they managed to open up themselves to us and to the rest of their og mates..

initially during the first two admin days.. they were being super quiet and un-enthu.. no matter how hard the ogls shouted and shouted. they still refused to cheer with us.. when we asked them to intro themselves and talk among themselves.. most of the time they will stone and rot down there.. its kind of disheartening la.. especially the guys in my og. most of the time they refuse to cooperate with us..

den camp day came.. all the ogls were very high.. we played actual story.. could see that the og had started to bond already.. we ran round the whole school looking for clues and we were the first few ogs to complete the actual story.. so we gathered at the grandstand to act out the story.. the og started to give a lot of comments and views on how the story should be acted out.. it was really fun..

had singing session in LT5. i was going crazy with the rest of the ogls intially at the back.. but i went to join our og later.. and mr leow said sth so touching.. and it made me cry. the guys in my og saw and they pat me on the shoulder.. although none of them said anything.. den we went to play night game.. it was super fun.. it was dark and scary.. haha.. the guys were made to piggyback the girls to the other side.. and.. we were the FIRST to finish! haha.. thanks to wentian too..

they went to sleep and we had ogl debrief. stayed up in the canteen all the way to 4am plus before going to sleep in the hall.. woke up at 5am the next day.. was really super shag. mr leow reprimanded us and said that the 2nd day is the most impt of all.. and that we shuldnt look so tired. so we went to play telematch.. its really different being and ogl and camper.. cos i get to throw water bombs at them!. i pushed hong ngiap's face all the way into that plate of flour.. lol.

den zhengquan smeared his hands on my face even tho he is not from my og.. so my face had lots of flour on it. chong tat crushed the papaya onto my head.. arghs. lol. and he poured water on me.. lol. it was fun.. but we ogls dint have time to bath.. so we use the hose to wash away the flour and clean up a bit. next was mass dance.. realyl high and fun. i danced with sebastian (ogl) and another sebastian (camper) .. really fun.. the camper sebast was being made crazy by me.. lol.

den came the most fun game of all.. the world of combat. played with water and lots of other things.. one ogl poured a whole pail of soap water onto me.. grrr.. and then sprayed me with the hose.. haha.. its really fun.. we played swimming pool with mr leow.. and its really fun!! mr leow jus makes the whole ting so fun.. we won the tug of war too.. even tho our og was made up of more girls.. lol. i was really wet from head to toe.. but we couldnt bath.. so i went to change into dry clothes while waiting for the campers to finish bathing..

den came jj nite.. it was really high.. the atmosphere was gd and everything went smoothly.. danced with zheng quan. hahah.. he super shuai la.. and his eyes super nice. had a great time.. den sang songs.. was on the verge of crying again.. becos its our last night together.. we hugged the campers.. thanked them.. our og even gave the 4 ogls a super tight hug.. i really felt like crying.. they cheered for us.. and i really felt touched.

stayed up the night to do gifts for the campers.. and i fell asleep in the canteen.. wende taught me how to start e-web the next day.. jiafeng also fell asleep with me.. then by 3am we were chased to sleep by the seniors.. so we went to the classroom to find the girls.. realised that they haven sleep yet.. so we asked htem why they haven sleep.. they said that they wanted to wait for us to sleep le den they sleep.. i was touched..

next day we went to a classroom to play e-web.. aka emotional web. i was really really nervous becos i was to start the game.. and mr leow said that the first person to start the game mus set the tone and mood for the game to progress.. i was really nervous.. those that i rehearsed with jf i didnt say at all.. cos my mind jus went blank.. and halfway the string tangled up.. causing us to feel even stressed.. but after that everything did went smoothly..

celeste was the first to cry.. and after that i started crying too.. although i didnt noe why.. and then they started to cry.. and we sang auld lang syne after that.. and jj spirit.. bao xian cried.. and asked us not to sing songs anymore.. if not she really will cry again.. we went to the hall for debrief.. mr leow recgonised our efforts.. and told the campers of our sacrifices and thanked us.. me and jiafeng were crying like hell.. tears jus kept on flowing.. the camp ended with all of us bonded together..

its where the stars line up
its where the oceans touch
its in a place u never been
that feels like home
its the air right now
it when u give your all.. and give a little more
i never been so sure
thats where u find love

look at us.. and see our smiles
this is where we all belong
i remember the times we shared together
until.. my last december