talentime ytd was cool and exhilarating. i got super high ytd. it was held at nanyang auditorium in NTU. the place was nice.. jus that the air con wasnt strong and i was sweating. some of the talentime special performances even got me up on my feet and cheered, shouting for encore. the most interesting part was when the MP for Joo Chiat Mr Chan Soo Sen went on stage to sing those oldies. he got the whole crowd laughing and cheering.

and the winners are decided through voting. the audience gets to vote via smsing. i was shocked to hear that. such empowerment of the audience. even in my school. the dance category had the toughest fight i thought. all were strong teams with talent and good calibre.

right. i am going through a very crictical and trying period. i can only hope that i will cross this hurdle as soon as possible. i certainly dun like the way things are going now.. the frequent quarrels and misunderstandings. the lack of trust, faith and communication. the bugging issues we always fail to address and come up with a win-win solution. i am trying hard. i will not give up.

everything i say seems to be wrong
even what i think is wrong.
and now, trying is wrong too.
what am i supposed to do?