yesterday we had a big fight.
i was supposed to feel hurt and sad by what he said
but i dunno why when he told me he bet with bookie so that he would lose more money and that i would care about him more.
my heart jus went to him.

and when he told me he requested from his friends to be afk from dota for one minute every now and then to reply my sms, i felt really touched.
i noe that he hadnt been neglecting me that much as last time.
was i the one who had been asking too much?

it felt like it had been placed in a paper shredder. shredded to pieces.
all my anguish jus disappeared.
and it turned out that maybe i dun understand him as well as i thought. there are things which he is sensitive about and yet i dunno about them.

i am sorry bryce.
maybe i was the one who asked too much.