i'd probably be lying through my teeth if i were to say i am in a good mood. right. i am definitely not in a good mood. and i am feeling troubled and low. i think i looked like a zombie walking out on the streets today, completely oblivious to my surroundings. a car honked at me when i was about to cross the road.

two days in a row that i almost got knocked down by a car.
sometimes i wonder.. why cant the cars just knock me down and save me from this misery and all these thinking. wouldnt it be better if i didnt had to think about all the stuff thats happening right now.

the fact that i would be obviously going to get a big fat F for my midyr is already saddening enough. if this is gonna be the way i do my mid yr, den i think i am gonna get Fs for my a level too. the teachers had already sent their silent warnings to us that its not the time to slack anymore.

sighs. nothing is the same anymore.
i am not updating anymore. peace out.