back to update. today is the start of a brand new term again.. kinda reluctant to wake up in the morning cos really v tired. ytd slept like 12 plus 1 like that~ because i was waiting for zp junior to help me do something whilst doing my chinese. managed to crap out a lot of stupid stuffs to make up the 600 words only to realise that we needa write 800 words. hais heck le lahs. wadever~ den today zp junior sent the thing back to me and i really thought it was damn useful. thanks a lot!!

found that today's lesson was quite alright. maths was jus revising differentiation adn i really love differentiation cos last time ms tan gave us lots of practices on it. hmms. finally i see some light in maths.. chemistry was interesting as usual. shall aim an A yeahs. LOL. a lot of tests coming up next week le.. maths and chem lecture tests. sian. last week had chinese AO common test and i had no idea i was doing a common paper. haahs.

think i am going sick any moment. a lot were asking me how come i look so~ sick. LOL. my nose giving me troubles recently. sianified. alrights, initially wanted to pon PW lecture cos i dun find it really useful and its like one hour.. but in the end i felt so guilty and decided to go for it. after PW lecture there is a short meeting with mr oh. i straightaway knew it was about the holidays lesson. i successfully managed to skip two times. with dubious reasons of cos~

so met him, and he was asking us how come so little people turned up for his lesson during holidays and the first thing he asked was " grace, wad happen. how did u inform the class?" hais. so i had to tell him i used to class relay system where i called someone and asked them to call others. hais. den i sorta felt that throughtout the lesson he was trying to reprimand me in an indirect way. he was saying that i must go back and devise a plan so that communication wun break down.

i felt kinda unjustified cos i really did call the people. i dunno if they had any misunderstandings or wad de mahs~ i was trying hard to explain to him abt the miscommunication and stuffs de. but i also felt a big guilty lahs as i didnt do my job well. i should have.. somehow or another maybe inform the class myself or wad de. next time not gonna be vice chairperson le lahs.. this kind of job is so dots. sobs. i really felt so.. dunno how to say lo~ hais. dunno whether its my fault or not.

time for another round of updating after constant nagging from mr tay wen jun. lols. always come bother me in msn to ask me update. i noe u miss my updates lahs. LOL. these few days.. not really in the mood to do any updates lo. so many things happening around me.. that sometimes i am indirectly affected by it also. sians.

i learnt that we must really noe how to treasure our friends. so i must treasure bryce also. LOL. i deliberately write de mahs.. if not later he will say that he made of glass again. ooops. dunno since when i got the feelings.. but friends are everything in my life. haha.. i dun really need millions of friends. i jus need a few true friends. like yang, jf, sy they all~

tmls finally i can go out with ouyang le!! yeahs. miss her darn lots. ever since she went poly and i went jc.. our life are so busy that we seldom have time to catch up with each other yarhs? lols. gotta do lots lots lots of catching up with her. missing the old times when we both went for co and stuffs de. LOL. and si ouyang lA! so ma fan de.. i one month holiday hor.. only can go out one time. lols. and i dun like to go out on sunday de!!!! hahas. alright la. wei le ni. i xi shen my sunday time lo. hahas. love me ehs?

had GP common test on thursday. i felt it was alright lehs.. i mean my timing was jus nice lo. write finish at the dot. whew~ no blanks no nothing. *prays hard*. hope to get at least a B. haha. if not later will kana suan by ppl again.. and i have to say this. english A2 dun mean that GP will also A hor! i dun like it when ppl say that my english gd. oops. weird ehs? ok la.. these few days.. having stupid feelings. jus dun care me. kong yi ji sux. LOL. i dunno how to write the MTA essay. sian. prepared to fail liaos.

il a dit cela:" les types sont plus murs apres armee.types de date qui sont passes par l'armee avant." se refere-t-il ? j'espere ainsi. je l'aime plus journalier!

i am not DAO!! i am not dAo!! i am not DaO!

found this somewhere which i thought it was pretty meaningful. especially can apply to berry. so berry, this is for u. grape jie jie treat u v good de ok.

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, a sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him.
Thinking if he ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him.
Looking out of the window hoping that he will surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him, missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see him online.
When u realise that he isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he is okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
But missing someone and not knowing if he is feeling the same is terrible.

confused once again~ am i really more impt? or issit just part of his sweet talk.

okies shall do a quick update before i get bugged again. today working day again.. i decided to work already lahs.. haha.. so went to meet kenny and jia yu at city hall. saw jiayu at the train. so we were quite late lahs cos according to ricky, i am supposed to reach at 1030. but who cares. LOL!. then today no panasonic com to sell.. got a briefing on PDA which i totally blur down there. tried to listen but dun understand so i pretend i understand lo~ hahas.

then slack slack slack. got to noe si hao, zi ping and rui ching beta lahs when we four went to slack at the coffee shop. LOL! very fun lahs. cos we were discussing lots of stupid things. then kana cheated lo~ cos ryan treat me eat a tidbit. then when i eat rite, realised its wasabi. omg. i went totally white.. wasabi sux. LOL! so after that i went to trick kenny and eric. but then kenny dares to eat so not fun.. eric's reaction is the most hilarious of all lahs. LOL!. initially wanted to trick chuan yong and rusdi but they all noe already so not fun. LOL.

i was supposed to be at the showroom downstairs lahs.. but then too many ppl serving and i wanna slack. so i went up to the third floor to help out. hahas. learnt a lot of new computer stuffs lo~ i am clever la. LOL. den play aruond with rusdi nelson they all lo~ nelson selling samsung.. but he nv say anything jiu sell two liao. JF!! envy ma?? lols. then soon time flies to 8 and we closed shop. before that ricky was telling me to give him four numbers cos he wanna buy 4D. den i so paiseh. he keep calling me lucky star.. then i also dunno wad to give. so anyhow press 4 numbers for him. LOL. ricky made me so paiseh sias.. lols.

den went home with chuan yong.. he treat me take cab home mahs. lols.. so good rite. LOL. very ex nehs.. about $10 plus lo~ haha. thanks ah!! lols. so i quickly pangseh the rest and went home.. hmmms. so tired. i think one thing that halim said really sank deep into my heart "although the pay is not high, the people here are very nice"
i totally agree lo~ hais.. i will really miss them..... <3

kenny, jiayu, me and jf during pc show at funan.


me and jf zhilian


us again!


these are some of the lamer photos we took during the show at funan using ASUS W5. it was a really nice laptop i have to admit.. but its so damn ex.. about $3099. sianified.. if melvin sell me half price i sure buy lo. hahas.. missed the two days with them.. it was really fun. i am tempted to work again but then.. i scared i will lose out on my hwk. HOW!! hais. i really in a quandrary.

hate the feeling of not having a firm decision.. jus like me always. fickle minded i am. yeahs.. oh wells, shall do an update. today went for maths tutorial in the morning.. initially i thought it was compulsory. so i went of cos.. then realised that it wasnt really compulsory. kana cheated.. haha. wadever. i was late.. but ms ho was even later. whew~ then after two hours of lecture.. acherli nothing went into my head.. haha. i was jus.. one ear in one ear out. dunno why..

i noe i am slack. gotta work hard i noe.. but then there seems to be no motivation. or rather.. i dun like the jc life. but since i have chosen this path.. wad can i dO? hais.. gotta bear with it for another 2 years. should have gone poly.. wadever. shant talk about it.. today me yf wj al went to meet zl at yishun to go to his mums eatery. yuan lai is sell shangai food. woo~ my fav. especially those dumplings and stuffs de.. yum. then wj so ma fan de.. this also cannot that also cannot. alamak. so diff to serve.

aunty didnt expect us to pay.. which made me so guilty. so i ended up helping her keep plates and stuffs de.. then they started to call me maria. so bad lehs.. aunty treat us eat.. must at least do sth in return ma~ u all de conscience where le?? lols. then wait for fei fei to come. fei fei is zl de sis. so cute.. haha. very sweet and pretty. haah.. so i held her hand.. and we walked. i keep telling her to call wj se lang. and she really did.. LOL!. so funny.. lotsa things happen. lazy to really type it out.. feifei is cute. thats the main objective. haahs. thats all.

should i call? should i not call? wad the hell? hate the way i am feeling now.

ok shall do my update. got lots of nagging from lots of ppl to update. eh.. dunno where i should start writing lehs. hmmm.. these two days been working at the Funan IT Mall with jf lo. is basically doing the same things over and over again.. selling ASUS laptops this time.. all are special promotion. but customers get deterred when they hear that they are going to get the display set. sadded.

ok knew some new colleagues again.. naming time, si hao, shirly, hyde.. plus eric. acherli got two i forgot to ask the name. haha and of cos our big boss melvin. LOL. then kenny and jiayu lo~ got to noe kenny and jiayu beta during these two days.. and we did lots of crazy things together which i shall update later on. haah. the first day i managed to sell one.. haha. sales was BAD. no ppl at all.. we were jus rotting and playing around.

then during the two days there was this kiddy performance going on.. about thomas and his frends. thomas is acherli a blue train that goes shaga shaga woo woo~~.. then i have been watching that performance over and over again. until i can memorise every sentence they are going to say later. haha.. the second day was more fun cos we were dancing along and shouting together with the little kids. me kenny and jf imitated the three ppl on stage. and it was kinda fun.. but throw face. LOL. then the rest of them were watching us as if we were mad.

then there was this laptop with webcam so me jiayu kenny jf and eric took lotsa pics with it.. lamer pic la. den when we take the family photo i always the one to screw up.. cos i forgot the cam is a bit laggy. then a lot of funny pics lO!! haha.. got one is open mouth close mouth.. they all laugh at me. so bad. and then.. the fuhua gang pic. the best of all.. cos i didnt screw it up.. finally~ haha. then we kept playing until the company next to us say " the com spoil liao la" hah.. omg. we four were laughing like mad.. haha.

then now.. hmms jus to add sth.. charles is so lame. hahaha.. so so so lame. pls read the below.
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hais
'"' låèrzä` [[ now i'm here to stay,love can be so boring ]] says:
lows ?
do u all get the joke? hahas. oooops. he is gonna kill me. stop pushing me to update charles. haha. and now.. i got a personal massager. haha.

yeaps i am back once again. misSed me terribly rite? been such a long time since i last did my update. cos i have been pretty busy the last few days. working at the IT show at expo lo. it wasnt really a new experience for me cos i have been thru it once during march when it was held at suntec. but i tot that my luck was beta at suntec? or was it because expo was much smaller?

haha.. introduced the job to jf and chuen full lo. met up with her over the last few days. she wanted to eat her roti boy and i wanted to drink my coffee bean but both of us didnt get to do that at ALL. lols. cuz i was always late.. cant really get used to waking up so early in the morning then having to travel for one hour plus to EXPO. lols. so much has happened yet i dunnoe where to start writing. knew a lot more new colleagues this time other than the usual ones. people like jay, ian, liza, chuan yong, a malay guy i forgot his name ooops. and my beloved and cute old colleagues eric, rusdi and halim. haha. got to noe jf colleauges as well, joe and edmund. LOL.

sales was alright for me though, haha.. cos i sold about 20 computers laptops in all lo.. i think that its quite an achievement already la.. cos the flow of people wasnt really good. sometimes theres a sudden influx of people then sometimes there is none at all.. so i always end up crapping and playing with jay. see chiobus and shuai ges lo. haha.. the food there at expo taste nice too~ haha.. behind those stalls la.. but its a bit ex lo! one cup of small milo charge me $2.50!! cheat me money!!

been a wonderful experience for me.. then i realised that yuan lai poly students dun really like jc students. we were discussing about it ma.. haha.. but i shall break that stupid urm.. view? cos not all jc students are those kind of nerds and selfish ppl. i am not lo! haha.. then saw some very cute customers. got one boy so small and cute.. he kissed me on the cheek! hehs. and a baby girl also!!! they are so kawaii neh!! i take fotos of them le lo~ haha. so cute!!! muacks. jangan curi busines aku eric!!! haha. that is indonesian language. i learnt from rusdi de.. i also learnt lu pugi mati. and sembilan. ok.. then they were teasing me.. cos ytd i sold 9 com and rusdi asked me "berapa?" i was so busy at that time ma.. so i didnt noe wad i was saying so i replied "similan" when i wanted to say "sembilan" omg. then they kept laughing cos si mi lan ma.. in hokkien. if u get wad i mean?

haha.. then the last day went to eat BK with eric, rus, halim, joe, jay, kolja and jf. had a nice time crapping but eric always kana disconnected with us de.. cos he too tired le.. have to work ma. joe so crappy. he and chuen full make a gd match. LOL! i wanted to take photos of them de.. but they so not cooperative. dun wan to let me take one. LOL! but i still took anyway. haha. really a nice experience. love all of them lo. thank you all for making my stay at expo such a wonderful and memorable one. and eric!! u still owe me my sushi. haha. ok yes, i succeeded in molesting jf once again. but i wanted to save her.. got accused of molesting her. so .. the ungrateful. withouht me save her hor, she would have flopped down on the floor dead. imagine her sprawled at the floor~~~ whaha.