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alrites, jus being lame. jus a quick update and i suppose i wun update in the near future. maths test today was a total disaster? shrugs. mental block plus LT5 was freezing cold.. i expected to fail anyway. rushed to orchard with jf for some last minute shopping and we sat 174 there.. the journey was super long la..

but me and jf gossiped our time away.. we chionged from wisma to heeren and to far east jus to buy all our things. bought tops at wisma and a half jacket with jf. we both bought the same jacket jus that its different colour.. mine is brown.. hers is purple. jf bought her dress at heeren and we practically rushed to far east..

she took her shoes aka 'gold is glamorous' and my skirt.. and we both bought a bracelet and an extra necklace for me. saw felicia chin there.. she is SUPER chio! den.. i also saw nikolas! but i didnt say hi to him.. and i got scolded by him. missed the perfect chance eh nik? lol. i stared at him and walked past him but he didnt see me. lol. after that jf went to meet her sis and i went home..

met him on the bus and we went home together. gees. (:

well, lots of things has happened recently. its been quite a big blow to me i must say.. and of cos, shocking as well. i am now in dire straits and stuck in a dilemma i cant seem to get out of no matter how hard i try to forget about it. shrugs. shall start from last saturday which was our F3 outing at sentosa~

it was great fun mixing with the J1s, going crazy with them.. getting sunburnt with them and getting all wet when i didnt bring extra clothes. lol. all thanks to hong ngiap who pushed me into the water.. lol. i was standing there feeling the cool sea water brushing against my feet when suddenly i jus fell and *poof* i am wet. lol.

mixed around with other og like og15 and og9. got to know other J1s except those in my og. had great fun playing stupid games together and laughing my head off. most of the time i didnt stay with my og. lol. it was really a memorable day. after that we proceeded to bath and sebby bought a shirt for me to change into. we went to harbourfront to eat dinner.. and yeah. shant talk about the rest.

school has started officially for the ogls but i cant seem to tune back to the correct mood. i am still in orientation mood. i cant seem to focus without thinking about orientation. shrugs. i shall tune back fast. and i dun even wan to talk about our new teachers like DM lee and mr chan our gp teacher. all i can say is that.. i have a really bleak future.

things that happened recently.. i have been surrounded and pestered by unwanted rumours all thanks to someone whom i shant mention who. i have misplaced my trust in certain ppl. although i havent figured out what exactly happened. all the things that happened certainly put the friendship of me and jf at peril and risk.. but the lucky thing is that our friendship isnt as fragile.

and i am glad that i discovered friends that i can trust during orientation.. ppl like alaric, sebby, chongtat etc. the hunting gang yeah. lol. i also found a long lost friend in wentian. i must really thank wentian for listening to me, letting me drown him with all my problems.. and tolerating all my nonsense. thanks wentian.

you are the only one for me
only you can understand how i feel
and only you will make my life complete
i love you laogong

orientation 2oo6 has ended. engulfed by lots of different emotions and feelings now... dun exactly noe how to put it in words. its really touching to see that the effort we put it didnt go to waste.. really amazing to see how they transformed from total strangers to being good friends.. how they managed to open up themselves to us and to the rest of their og mates..

initially during the first two admin days.. they were being super quiet and un-enthu.. no matter how hard the ogls shouted and shouted. they still refused to cheer with us.. when we asked them to intro themselves and talk among themselves.. most of the time they will stone and rot down there.. its kind of disheartening la.. especially the guys in my og. most of the time they refuse to cooperate with us..

den camp day came.. all the ogls were very high.. we played actual story.. could see that the og had started to bond already.. we ran round the whole school looking for clues and we were the first few ogs to complete the actual story.. so we gathered at the grandstand to act out the story.. the og started to give a lot of comments and views on how the story should be acted out.. it was really fun..

had singing session in LT5. i was going crazy with the rest of the ogls intially at the back.. but i went to join our og later.. and mr leow said sth so touching.. and it made me cry. the guys in my og saw and they pat me on the shoulder.. although none of them said anything.. den we went to play night game.. it was super fun.. it was dark and scary.. haha.. the guys were made to piggyback the girls to the other side.. and.. we were the FIRST to finish! haha.. thanks to wentian too..

they went to sleep and we had ogl debrief. stayed up in the canteen all the way to 4am plus before going to sleep in the hall.. woke up at 5am the next day.. was really super shag. mr leow reprimanded us and said that the 2nd day is the most impt of all.. and that we shuldnt look so tired. so we went to play telematch.. its really different being and ogl and camper.. cos i get to throw water bombs at them!. i pushed hong ngiap's face all the way into that plate of flour.. lol.

den zhengquan smeared his hands on my face even tho he is not from my og.. so my face had lots of flour on it. chong tat crushed the papaya onto my head.. arghs. lol. and he poured water on me.. lol. it was fun.. but we ogls dint have time to bath.. so we use the hose to wash away the flour and clean up a bit. next was mass dance.. realyl high and fun. i danced with sebastian (ogl) and another sebastian (camper) .. really fun.. the camper sebast was being made crazy by me.. lol.

den came the most fun game of all.. the world of combat. played with water and lots of other things.. one ogl poured a whole pail of soap water onto me.. grrr.. and then sprayed me with the hose.. haha.. its really fun.. we played swimming pool with mr leow.. and its really fun!! mr leow jus makes the whole ting so fun.. we won the tug of war too.. even tho our og was made up of more girls.. lol. i was really wet from head to toe.. but we couldnt bath.. so i went to change into dry clothes while waiting for the campers to finish bathing..

den came jj nite.. it was really high.. the atmosphere was gd and everything went smoothly.. danced with zheng quan. hahah.. he super shuai la.. and his eyes super nice. had a great time.. den sang songs.. was on the verge of crying again.. becos its our last night together.. we hugged the campers.. thanked them.. our og even gave the 4 ogls a super tight hug.. i really felt like crying.. they cheered for us.. and i really felt touched.

stayed up the night to do gifts for the campers.. and i fell asleep in the canteen.. wende taught me how to start e-web the next day.. jiafeng also fell asleep with me.. then by 3am we were chased to sleep by the seniors.. so we went to the classroom to find the girls.. realised that they haven sleep yet.. so we asked htem why they haven sleep.. they said that they wanted to wait for us to sleep le den they sleep.. i was touched..

next day we went to a classroom to play e-web.. aka emotional web. i was really really nervous becos i was to start the game.. and mr leow said that the first person to start the game mus set the tone and mood for the game to progress.. i was really nervous.. those that i rehearsed with jf i didnt say at all.. cos my mind jus went blank.. and halfway the string tangled up.. causing us to feel even stressed.. but after that everything did went smoothly..

celeste was the first to cry.. and after that i started crying too.. although i didnt noe why.. and then they started to cry.. and we sang auld lang syne after that.. and jj spirit.. bao xian cried.. and asked us not to sing songs anymore.. if not she really will cry again.. we went to the hall for debrief.. mr leow recgonised our efforts.. and told the campers of our sacrifices and thanked us.. me and jiafeng were crying like hell.. tears jus kept on flowing.. the camp ended with all of us bonded together..

its where the stars line up
its where the oceans touch
its in a place u never been
that feels like home
its the air right now
it when u give your all.. and give a little more
i never been so sure
thats where u find love

look at us.. and see our smiles
this is where we all belong
i remember the times we shared together
until.. my last december

ogl camp had ended about one week.. the ogl camp was really fun but at the same time really tiring. some of the games were fun.. especially the world of combat. i really enjoyed myself getting all wet. had fire drill in the middle of the night.. really shock the hell outta me.. i thought wad happened.. lol.

we had PT in the morning too ard 5am plus. we were singing and running at the same time.. its not that tough acherli. we were singing too loud and one guy shouted from the HDB flats to us.. saying that we were "gila'' and i think i heard ''cheebye'' too. lol. but we ignored him and continued running on the track and singing our lungs out.. its acherli a hilarious sight.

had lunch at mac with F3 and F6. bonded. knew the other ogls beta.. ppl like clarence, bryan, henry, sharon, ke wei.. etc etc. mass dance was super fun! i love mass dance.. especially the song pump it. i think that dance is the nicest.. and of cos our ogl dance! yeah by usher. ok.. decorated the hall the next day.. had dry run.. urmm.. cant remember wad happened.. skip skip skip. *forward forward*

then came college day. super boring. its like us watching the ppl receiving prizes... thats all.. nvm. next yr u will see me on stage! muahaha. oops. =P ate the famous prata at suntec.. its really nice la.. crispy and hot.. curry is yummy.. but den.. super ex.. one egg prata is $1.80. lol.. nevertheless its nice la.. saw mr oh.. nice teacher he is.. starting to miss everyone in sch..

urm.. went back sch again.. my this whole week is devoted to sch activities.. had dry run again.. and then we went to JP with our family.. me and nu ren jf went to buy gifts for our og mates.. i took all the stuff home to do the gifts.. i look like a typical auntie.. lol and it had to rain on me when i am already being so.. pathetic. lol. den nothing much le.. called up the ppl who are coming to jj.. they are friendly.. i cant wait to see them during orientation. i am sure we will have fun!

and this is jus for nu ren jf : noe that u have been working real hard as the vice head of F3. you are doing a really great job! lol. keep it up.. and dun be so stressed.. i noe u love us.. but dun dream of us again! lol.. its scary.. haha.. love ya lots. jia you bei. og11 rawks. tmls can take pay le!! we can go shopping! lol. (: