The 2 idiotic things i did today at home:

1. I turned on the tv and watched the tv for one whole hour and den finally realising that i wanted to listen to the radio in the first place. -.-'' it happened that i picked up the wrong remote control and turned on the wrong appliance and only realise it after one whole hour.

2. I wanted to go to the kitchen to get myself a drink and while walking i tripped and fell right on my face and the best part of it is that.. i didnt trip over anything. i tripped over my own leg. -.-''

i wondered why i did the two idiotic things. maybe my mind was too preoccupied with maths cos i was trying to solve the discrete random variable. LOL. ended work on sunday (finally) and went to eat marche with sy to satisfy my craving for rosti. wahaha. and after that i went to her house to stay over without bring my toothbrush, towel and lots. went to sch together in the morning.. and its a very long journey i must say. almost fell asleep. >.<

i couldnt really sleep well becos i couldnt find the correct position to sleep and i could hear sy tossing and turning in the middle of the nite due to my weird habit of rubbing my legs when sleeping. LOL. so she ended up with a bad night too. paisehs. LOL. was so sleepy on monday that i slept at almost any break. but i still felt sleepy!

had a great sense of achievement today even though i didnt turn up for school today. i am such a ponner. that is because i finally finished up those tutorials that i have been lagging behind. things i accomplished today:
1. probability tutorial and assignment
( i refused to touch it for a vv long time cos i didnt noe how to do a lot of it)
2. discrete random variable tutorial and assignment.
( i like this topic. its easy.)
3. chem electrolysis tutorial
4. alternating current physics tutorial

yeah. i noe that most probably roy and kfc would have completed much earlier. LOL! oops. i still felt satisfied k! everyone, pls tag and say that i am hardworking. muahahahs. (:

cleard napfa. dun need to worry that much about pc anymore. went to work today and i was super pissed off and irriated by one colleague. early in the morning the first thing he did when he saw me was put his hand ard my shoulders and squeeze my shoulders. ARGHS! I HATE IT. i pushed him away and went to work.

later when we closed shop, this was wad happened:
him: anyone living in the west area wan to go home together? (looked at me)
i didnt reply.
him: grace u wan to go home together?
me: no. i dun wan to go home alone with you. ( said it very loudly in front of everyone)

after ten minutes.. he still stood around there. i was waiting for someone to accompany me home. finally miki knew that sth must be wrong.. thats why i was so reluctant to go home with him alone. so she accompanied us.. on the way down the escalator..

him: you hate me so much?
i didnt reply again
him: come on.. ( put his hands around my shoulders AGAIN! )
i jerked him away.
him: if you wan me to work tmls, i will work.
me: no. i hope i dun see you tmls. and i dun wan to see you.

fucking pissed off. why do these kind of guys exist in the world? are they really that desperate? somemore this is not the first time he did that. last time when we worked together he always does that.. but i tot he was being friendly. until now i really cannot stand it. and i showed my displeasure so clearly lah. arrghs. so angry.. spoilt my day.

i have a craving for marche.. someone accompany me pls. lol. (:

ok. i feel that another guy care more about me than him. in fact, i am a bit touched by what the other guy had done. sighs. why cant he jus care about me a little bit more? and i mean a little bit will make me contented. or maybe i am a demanding person?

right. i am back to update. last week was simply horrendous due to the number of tests we had to take. we even got back our progress report. the only good thing is that i finally improved on my physics.. from an O to a C now. lol. hopefully will have better improvement. have been mahjong-ing alot. won money again.

the tests taken last week were quite disastrous. especially chemistry. i think the whole cohort will fail terribly. and yes, i am sure i will fail cos i cant understand NMR. maths.. urm. quite alright la. hopefully wun fail. napfa on tues was cancelled due to the guy's napfa clashing with ours. and i was like so worried for one whole day~ zzz.

friday was surprise birthday bash for sy and elvin. but sy knew beforehand that sth was going on cos jialeong told her sth which he shouldnt.. zzz. spoiled our wonderful plan. jf had to take sy shopping while we get ready. lol. when everyone arrived we sang birthday song and ate the delicious cake. i like tiramisu! had our dinner at asian kitchen.. the food not bad lah.

den we had nowhere to go and started our uglified photo taking session. we walked all the way to esplanade. i gossiped with the three guys and soon, jf decided to come join us. lol. so me kenneth darren elvin and jf gossiped most of the time away and i knew so much secrets in one hour plus. the one that made me surprised was acherli darren's secret. LOL. shhh. had fun. made me think of the past when we were in 4B. *loves.

had diarrhoea the next day and managed to ps cai and hl and di. lol. paiseh. =/ rotting today. hadnt done anything constructive at all during these two days. so i am gonna mug later. sighs! this is the life of a pathetic jc student.

surprised to see another update? i was reading thru my sec sch friend's blog when i came across this part she wrote when she was in sec 2.. about me. i felt so sad after reading it.

"And the person whu had changed the most (emphasise on the word 'most') is actualli grace. The reason why i say dat grace changes the most is becoz, ever since she noe alot of ppl from other klaz, she treats everyone equal, sho actualli we not considered her very very very good friends, (gr, if u see this den u offended dun blame me, realli have to sae all this out!) Den i noe coz of a certain reason, u dun realli enjoy going out as a whole. budden, i noe u didnt forget us, but u much more popular den us, you are in the popular clique, so i always ask u, if one day ppl lyk ouyang ever cums to 3a, would u forget us, u may sae u wont, but i not to sure...(if we all go 3a, IF!)"

although i dunno why she mentioned ouyang, but wells. i felt so sad lahs. i didnt noe thats how she felt until today, after three four years. and come to think of it, even though we are in the same jc now, we dun talk to each other anymore. not even a simple hi. its hard to imagine that we are acherli gd friends in the past.

was i the one who changed? have i really forgotten about my old friends after i entered the 'popular clique'? i always thought that it was our character that didnt match.. i am those crazy kind.. those outgoing and enthu type while they are the more quiet type. i click better with ppl like jf sy oy cos they are of the same frequency as me. sighs. i am feeling so sad now lahs.

bought a lot of things at missha today. spent quite a lot. sobs.

met up with oy on tues when i PON school. jus dun feel like going sch alr. it bores me seriously. especially maths and gp lesson. went out with oy and kor to far east. shop around and went marche shortly. kor's treat. yummy. too bad i wasnt really hungry.

went heeren with oy after kor left. took neo. been such an old old old pasttime of mine. cant remember when was the last time i took neo. i promise i will do a makeover for oy. i will teach her how to makeup! she needs to be more woman. LOL. saw an ebase top which i really like.. but its 65 bucks.

i shall wait patiently for the great singapore sale. there is a list of things i wanna buy.. tops skirts shorts. u name it and i want it. LOL. donated blood last wednesday. i was so scared of the duper big needle. but it wasnt pain. (: i am brave. hehs. last fri had our chem SPA. it was saddening. i couldnt get any final crystals so i had to cheat my way out by using the crystals from the first step.

lots of tests coming up next week. maths test on mon, physics SPA on tues, chem test on wed, maths lecture test on thurs. oh gosh. why is my life so miserable. and J2 common test starts on 20 june. who has common test during holidays? even my long awaited holidays are used up for exams. arghs.. sighs. won money from mahjong session, thats something consoling.

and yes, i admit that my eyes are very big. lol