_smsed: ouyangg

_msned: sinyingg

_called: mum



hahas now also nothingg tuh do at home.. basically rotting lohh.. cos i haben found a job yet.. whenever I tot i found one rite.. it is kana snatchedd awayy byy some other peeps.. lolx pathetic me.. acherli sundayy wanna go support jinhuaa in the entrepenuer thingy at suntec de.. but then horr halfwayy got some problems cropped up and endd up nv go lohh.. paisehh horr jinhuaa.. hahaz.. next time if u got againn thenn me suree support u de.. hahaz.. sho sorrie yarhs? =X



thursday maybe goiing tuh watch movie with sinyingg lohh. will be calling jf to go also.. acherli thursday is job hunting dayy but then job kana snatchedd awayy le. hahaz.. so should be watchingg movie bahh.. i long long time no watchh movie le.. been few months? cuz of O levell mahh.. then banned from doiing a lot of thinggs.. lolx~ watching bridget jones diaryy bahh.. i watched the trailerr le.. like quite nicee and funny.. i got a feelingg this show is goinng tuh suitt me a lot.. lolx~



urm one more thingg.. i did awayy with the tag boardd le.. so everyyone pls scroll tuh the bottom of moi entryy and leave comments!! pls continue tuh floodd miee.. lolx~ leave more comments kays? the more the merrier worr.. hahaz.. christmas jus round the cornerr le.. yayy sho excitedd worr.. lolx~ beiing lame.. thats wad happen when someone is being keptt at home all dayy doing nothing but rot.. lolx~



love is likke fine sannd.. graspp it too quickklyy andd it will slipp thruu your fingers. cupp it gentlyy and it will fill the voids of ur soul.. as sand seeks tuh fill the spaces in urr heartt..

_*smsed: wenjun

_*msned: sinyingg, jiafeng

_*called: hahaha



heheh.. paisehh ehh.. me ytd wanna update de but thenn the com kana snatched awayy byy my stupid sis. lolx~ on fridayy went tuh sinying de house lohh after we went tuh jj to settle our jc thinggs.. lucky dun need go MOE to get the pin numberr if nott I can die lohh.. we went her house tuh eat maggie mee.. againn.. lolx~ then after eatingg we did some cleaning upp cos her maid habenn come backk yet.. then jf help me wash plates and sy help me washh cup.. lolx~ me beryy free rite.. lolx~ then me help sy keep her clothes from the dryer lohh.



then I finally watched my baoo qiing tian which sy mum help me to tape.. lolx~ been one week le.. lolx~ then jf and sy went tuh listen to ringtones and they started downloadingg lohh.. lolx~ wahh the bao qing tian sho excitingg. lolx~ me watch until I very absorbed in it.. lolx~ urm then watchh fiinish le we went online lohh.. saw yongsheng then we talked about the class outing thingyy.. lolx~ its on 20 december at parc vista.. lolx~ then the girls going tuhh stayy overniight at sy house.. me bringing my pajamas there. lolx~ yayy looking forwardd to it.. then maybe will habb chalet also lehh.. wooOOo..



we went into sy de room to chat chat lohh and see neoprints.. lolx~ hahahaha.. chat and chat until we three fall into her bed and lie downn.. lolx~ then that stupid jf lahh.. lolx~ ok i dun say here.. it is so stupid okies.. lolx~ sy should noe wadd i talking aboutt. lolx~ nv watch where she turning de lehh.. lolx~ had a fun tiime with them lohh.. we jus lied on the bed and talked.. jf on mission liao.. then we give her some suggestions also.. most of the time I was jus laming.. lolx~ cos these kinda things I got no experience de.. hahaz.. then next fri we going plaza singapura shop shop.. hahah.. ehh stop here le bahh.. nothing muchh to say le..



maybe jf and me going to workk soon le.. is in a factory.. then we have tuh pack chocolates lohh.. the working hours quite longg lehh.. but they wanna two weeks to one monthh de mahh.. so this job suit us lohh.. the person say he will contact uss againn asap lohh.. see first bahh.. me kinda lazy tuh go workk also.. hhahah.. =pPp



sometiimes the one thingg youu are lookingg forr is the one thingg youu cant see.

sometiimes the heartt sees wadd the eyes cant.

_*smsed: sinying, jiafeng

_*msned: bryce, ouyangg

_*called: sinying, jiafengg



today was a fun filled day i guess? early in the morning met up with sy at school there cos i need to take my documents.. then sy die die also dun wannaa pei me go insiide the schh to take.. make me so paisehh.. hahaa.. then I went in to take my jc documents le and went off.. saw mr ong.. he lookk at me and I look back.. i say morning and he call me good giirl.. *shy* lolx~



then we went to meet jf and yenting at jpp.. they were late.. lolx~ yayy finally i am the one waiiting.. lolx~ at fiirst tot that jf will be wearing her formal clothes then in the end she neverr.. i was looking forward to her wearing lohh. haiz~ she ended up wearing skiirt.. lolx~ but still chio lahh.. sy also very chio todayy.. after that we set off to bugis.. went to take neoprints first lohh.. took with jf le.. yayy also with yt and sy.. muahaha..



then we went to v8 cafe to eat.. yenting got discount there mahh.. then jf hor.. so funny de lehh.. the waitress come tell us that got complimentary drinks and soup.. then jf still go askk her " free ahh?" then me sy and yt were like.. peng. lolx~ then i ate the chiicken cutlett.. hmm not bad lahh.. quite niice lehh.. and somemore so big plate.. lolx~ after that went down tuhh orchard.. shop shop shop.. bought foundation fer muhself.. muahaha..



after going takashiimaya we went to heerenn.. it was raining then and we only have one umbrella.. it was me who provided the umbrella kays.. lolx~ then we four share one umbrella and walk all the wayy to heeren.. it was.. a comical sight I guess? cos ppl were pointing fingers at us and looking at us as if we were four stupidd idiiots.. hahaz.. but it was very funn lohh. especially that jf.. keep laughing and laughing until I cannot help but laugh also.. lolx~



then me went tuh the co camp for e bbq.. ehh sort of disappointed bahh? cos we were like invisible downn there.. lolx~ but then in e end mdm khor ask our junior to bbq some things fer us tuh eat.. we were paisehh lohh.. lolx~ very smoky down there.. then I talked to desmond fer a while also.. about some stuffs about jc one.. lolx~ i am stil thinking whether i wanna go the three month course.. stil thinking.. haiz very tired le.. sy accidentally lost my documents then me hav to go tuh jj to apply.. haiz.. sian.. very tired now.. thats all le bahh.. wanna sleep le.. *yawns*

_*smsed: ouyang

_*msned: bryce

_*called: jiafeng



haiz.. i at first tot that after o level my life will be soo muchh more better de.. but in the end~ arggGhh i am jus rotting at home. ytd wanna go out with jf and sy de.. but then i suddenly dun wanna go and jf say she also dun feel like going le. so we cancel the whole thing lohh. hahax. at first we dun noe who should break the news to sy cos we scared she angryy. lolx~ in the end jf was given e honour. lolx~ =X



wahh ytd a lot of things happen in myy house lohh. big disasterr. mostly is me and my mum lahh. we kinda quarrelled lohh over stupid things. then we started our coldd war. she dun bother me i dun bother her. I still say she veryy luoooo sohh. ok i noe i badd lahh. but then I angry mahh so anyhow say hurtful things lohh. ooOo0ps I am sorriee. =X



then I started rotting.. or rather decomposingg. read a storyybook in the afternoon cos nothing to do. but the storybookk was nice although it was a bit disgusting.. a bitt onli hor. lolx~ then I watched "to mum with love". last time got telecast before le. but guess I didnt watchh bahh. the show not bad lahh. v funny. then in the evening is all television forr me againn. saw jf msg at ten like tat. she say got ppl wan her go audition for m0del lehh!! wooOOoo~ mei nu jiu shi mei nu. hahax.



then jinhuaa, i saw that idiots blog le. oh my godd. she simply sux. she dun have the right to go and criticise those idols lohh. she think she veryy good ahh. jus becos her favourite is out so she must make the whole worldd unhappy by degradingg all those finalists issit. she is even worser than any of the idols. still say sylvester is giggolo. at least sylvester be giggolo still gott people wan. she stand out there to be chicken also nobody wan. lolx~ ok a bitt too harsh liao. =X



nvm lahh jh, we endure her together. she jus a idiotic attention seeker niaa. not worth being angry over herr.



every nightt I prayy, I will have youu here somedayy.

I will count the stars toniight and hope withh all my might

that when I close my eyes, youu will be riight byy myy siide.

_*smsed: desmond

_*msned: bryce, sinying, mengjie

_*called: mum



okie. shall do a short entry here. today was a very very tiring day. went out with jf for job hunting today. think we will end up doing part time in hang ten lohh or world of sports. i am still considering. we went queensway also. at first say is wanna go find jobs de but we two like crazy ppl like that. lolx~ it was more of shopping than job hunting. hahax. jf saw tea egg and went hysterical. lolx~ she ate two eggs and I ate one. hahax. it was nice. *yum*



then after that we went around tuh see see lohh. we went to try some exotic clothes also. she bought one white one and it costs 35 bucks. at first is 39 de. but we managed to cut till 35. lolx~ we two realli like aunties lohh. hahax. i wanna buy one blue colour de also. hahax. it costs 30 bucks. but i think it is nice. hahax. jf said it was nice too. but this kind of shirts onli go formal places can wear.. if not.. will look v weird. hahax.



then jf came my house. we ate maggi mee. curry de. yeah. sho nice. we cook ourselves one lohh. lolx~ she ate two packets lehh. lolx~ -.- but she still so thin. lolx~ *envy* she stayed back to watch huan zhu ge ge and went home le. tmls still need tuh go evolution rebond hair with sy. lolx~ kinda excited? lolx~ looking forward to it.



ehh sy ahh, dun think so much le. sometimes.. not we wan leave u out. u dun always think we leave u out. we nv lohh. u dun always tink like that mahh. seriously, u will always be our best friend forever and ever de kays? love u lots.. *mwackx* no matter wad happen.. u me and jf will always be bestest buds de okie? hahax. dun bad mood le mahh. think of me then wun bad mood le. lolx~ oooPps. =X



lovee doesnt make the worrld goes round.. love is wad makes the riide worthhwhile.

_*smsed: elvin

_*msned: sinying, bryce

_*called: mum



haiz~ dun noe wads wrong with the stupid blogger. wan to update also must try to sign in so many times. idiot. urm. today had a very very bad day i guess. everything jus wasn right for me. lolx~ i was so damn unlucky today kays. dun noe wads wrong with me today also. it jus wasnt my day today. arrgh~!



i remember setting my alarm clock at nine today to wake up and study for chem de. but then in the end I woke up today and saw that the time was 1145!! got a shock. cos I haben finish studying and I meeting jf and sy at 1230. so i quickly got into a rush. at first i change finish le. but suddenly feel so sweaty and i went to bath. of cos i was so late. then when I reached school.. it started raining cats and dogs. i have no umbrella. so sy came with her pink umbrella to shelter me. lolx~



then I didnt feel like eating my lunch so we went to school lohh. then on the way I bought a bit packet of wang wang biscuits. i became santa claus le. lolx~ went tuh school to give out biscuits. lolx~ then had chem paper today. for me.. it was relatively ok. but I not that confident after so so so many setbacks le. lolx~ today weather also v cold. lolx~ then my hand went numb. jf v gd siaa. hahax. she noe I cold so she come hold my hand and give me warmth. lolx~ after exam everyone was in 'high' mood. lolx~ went for a big big group hug and went home le.



____* sinying, yenting, elvin, wenlong

sorrie ahh guys.. i noe we already plan to go out le lahh. but then hor. i dun feel well today. sho sorrie. next time make it up to u all lohh. but then u all could have gone without me de. dun need cancel whole outing mahh. lolx~ but sho sorrie lahh. hahax. paisehh paisehh. >.<

_*smsed: bryce

_*msned: sinying

_*called: nonee



sian. today got a maths paper two. it was not v tough. certain questions were more tricky. but I dun think I will do well aniwaee. cos I found out I gotta a lot a lot of stupidd careless mistakes. 7.5+7.5+25=40 rite, but I dun noe how I managed to press the calculator so cleverly until I got 57.5 as my answerr. -.-''



ytd didnt really study much. was too tiredd to studie aniwaee. today morning couldn wake up too. i was yawning throughout the whole paper. a maths is hopeless le bahh. can get A2 I already very happie le. simple simple questions I also cannot solve. damn it. I now beginning to seriously doubt my intelligence. lolx~ =x



met up with jf at usual place at 715. no need tuh ask. I was late of cos. then saw wenyi also. so we three walk together to sch lohh. then jf say got one little boy ask her tuh lend him something. that story sho funnie. urmm. I cant realli say the story here. cos its kinda embarrassing. lolx~ but when she told me the storie, i laugh till I pengg. the boy boy sho cute siaa. wenyi treat me drink marigold yogurt. lolx~ yay. happie. thanks wenyi. one more day tuhh 19 nov!!



you noee you love someone when you want tuhh give them happiness even if you are not part of their happinness.

_smsed: jiafeng

_msned: bryce

_called: n0ne



haiz today was a very very tiring day for me. had geog paper at 8 in the morning. at first tot still got some hope de. but when I flip open the paper I wanted to cry liaos. all damn hard. a lot is I anyhow crap de. and the stupid setter cross rivers with weathering! idiot. then agriculture de qsn also v weird. den I anyhow write story. die liaos. sure flunk one. hopeless le.



then me went to the coffeshop and da pao dumpling noodles with jf sy and esther. sy first time eat from plastic bag. lolx~ we went back class and eat lohh. on the way saw miss wong. she catch me nv tuck in shirt properly and my three earholes. lolx~ then I jus diao her and walk away. lolx~ *bad* me drank coffee also. very tired. hope coffee can perk me up.



then had physics paper one and two at 2 in the afternoon. so so tiring lohh. then during the half hour break in between, I just lay my head on the table and slept soundly for that solid 30 minutes. lucky got sleep. if not dun noe how to do paper two le. I hate this day lehh. but lucky is over le. physics paper was moderate. not too hard and not too easy. got one whole qsn on pressure. as usual.. my pressure sux to the core.



after exam it was raining heavily. then we got no umbrella and sy jf they all different directions from me. saw elvin got bring one umbrella then wanted to share with him de. but that STUPID yongsheng go snatch away. not gentleman at all. hahax. but then later elvin still got share with me lahh. hahax. he v good lehh. still treat me eat ice cream. the new cornetto one. lolx~ altho already melt le. my son good hor? lolx~



ehh now v tired lohh. dun plan to study A-maths le. i nv sleep at all lehh. lolx~ now jus wanna lie on my bed and rot. but I think I will still flip flip thru lohh. my integration not v good also. lolx~ i sho excited. 19 nOv comiNg le~!! two more dayS!!



dun hold my hand if u are going to let it go. dun ever say 'i love you' if you are going to leave me alone.

_smsed: jinhuaa

_msned: bryce, sienwei, elvin

_called: ouyang



I am so damn angry. All cos of my stupid blog. Didn want to change template one. But an error occurred in my previous template and I dun noe wads wrong with it. So ended up changing everything. Wasted my time. aarrgGGh~ nothing much to update. Busy studying geog. So much to memorise. Agriculture especially. Sux.



Last night chatted with sienwei for quite a while. Seems like a lot of things happen in CO. that idiot xiao ping especially. Always want to act leader when she is not. Fark oFF! Sien wei is the real leader kays.



We talked about quite a lot of things. She confided a lot in me too. Thanks for telling me so many things. It meant quite a lot to me. lolx~ dun worry so much. And dun think so much le. Got me support you. I am always behind u. love you lots. mwackx.



happiness is not found at the end of the road, it is experienced along the way.. so take for not granted each moment of your life and you will find a reason to be happy each day.

last smsed: elvin

last msned: jinhuaa, bryce, sinying, yenting, esther

last called: ouyang



early in the morning already receive one sms from elvin, he sms me and tell me he going out with his family. lolx~ he say he now hao bu rong yi turn whiter le but then now must go under the sun again. dun understand lehh. can go out still so much complaints. I wan to go out also cannot lohh. hahax. he purposely wan show off to me that he can go out de. hahax. then me watch the jay's qilixiang show. nice hor! jay is so shuai and cool. lolx~ i noe a lot of ppl dun agree lahh. but I still lub him. I so xian mu those that can go his concert one lohh. i am jEaloUs.



CO got camp on 25 and 26. but then stupid lahh. who put on these two days one? i cant go lehh. i wan to go de. but then these two days cant lohh. i going out with sy and jf le. acherli can push back one. but then ouyang also cannot. then jiu mei yi shi le. stupid stupid stupid. i so much wanted to go de lehh. but in the end cant go. next time no chance le lahh. *sniff* i am going to miss u guys lotsa. sobx.



too many tears I cried

too many lovers who said goodbye

too many lonely days I had to go through

too many pieces broken

too many sorrys.. that dun heal the pain

last smsed: sin ying

last msned: bryce, sinying, wenyi

last called: ouyang



today had geog paper one.. ehhh still ok lahh I guess. nothing much also. hahax. is all mcq only. hahax. but the map-reading sho stupid siaa. got one part they ask us to find a dun noe wad landing area then in the end I look at the map so many times but still cant find the stupid area. then that questoin I jus anyhow tikam lohh. hahax. i think i tikam a lot of questions. i forgot how to read the maximum and minimum temperature then in the end anyhow guess guess. hahax. but luckily correct lehh. lolx. whhEeeWww~ lucky me. sho earli jiu finish paper liao. nothing to do. so me and sy went to evolution to ask them how much rebonding costs mahh. wahh then so cheap siaa. my length only need 80 bucks. much cheaper than last time one lehh. hahax. yay~ no need waste money liaos le. lolx~ can spend the money on shopping instead. hahax. now at sy house rotting. lolx~ nothing to do also. hahax. later her maid go buy nasi lemak for us. *yummie*



you cant measure love with time. you can only measure it with timeless moments.

last smsed: bryce

last msned: jinhuaa, sinying, yenting

last called: ouyang



yeah.. so happy. today no test no nothing. whEw~ finally another day of rest. tmlx having geog paper 1 and I haben study yet also. (slacking away) hahax. ytd v late then sleep then today woke up v late also. acherli I woke up once during 9+ but then I lie on the bed and force myself back to sleep. hahax. then in the end I woke up abt 11+ I think. hahax. *lazy* all I noe is my mum hitting my buttocks asking me to wake up. lolx~ she always like that de lahh. hahax. she even say " the sUn shining onto ur buttocks liao. chao da liao le. still dun wan wake up!" .. lolx~ she is lame. thats why I am lame too. lolx~



ehh.. dear today habing combined science o level. hope he do well lohh. hahax. aiya he sure can de lahh. he so clever. hahax. going to rebond hair with sy and maybe wenyi also lahh if she makes up her mind soon enuff. hahax. maybe go rebond on the 21st. after Os. lolx~ anyway I look forward to nov 19. I will be free and totally FReE on that day. hahax. then I already promised jf that we will go look for jobs together. we starting off from jp lohh. hope we can find in the same place one. then can go work together. hahax.



everything in life is temporary, because everything changes. thats why it takes great courage to love, knowing that it might end anytime but having the faith that it will last forever.

awwww. this is my family. sho cute. we rawks.



this picture was taken last yr I think. hahas. awwwwww~ I love my family lotsa. *mwacks* lolx~ today had e maths paper two. finally another subject is down! yeah.. so happy. the paper was simple. of cos needless to say, it was so much more simpler than the stupid idiotic prelim. hahas. I hope I really can get A1 for my e-maths. I am aiming for that. cos I cant possibly depend on my a-maths. it is not hopeless lahh. but then is jus as bad. hahas. met up with jf at the usual place lohh. once again, I am late. hahas. I am late queen. lolx~ ytd slept so early den I didnt really study for e-maths also. I am slack. lolx~ ehhh.. nothing much to type lahh. oh yah.. that stupid wenyi. tell me say guardian got sell nail polish remover then when I went there they say nv sell. hahas. make me walk there for nothing. lolx~



btw.. ouyang also got blog le lehh. can go visit her blog when free wor. I helping her to advertise. hahas. add her or link her too. lolx~ the add is www.-enamoured-.blogspot.com lolx~



somewhere out there, there is someone who dreams of ur smile and find in your presence that life is worthwhile. so when u are lonely, remember that it is true: somewhere, somebody is thinking of you.

new yr decoration. hahas. jus trying out

hmm. jus now so scary. me think this time me really very very sick le. got terrible flu. then ytd measure my temperature is like 37.9 degree. so high. lolx~ then jus now I bath halfway suddenly faint. cant see a thing at all. only can feel my head pounding and then my eyes totally black out. v scary. i felt so giddy jus now. hahax. then my mummy also scared out of her wits. she quickly go pao one hot hot milo for me to drink. but then I keep feeling nauseous and giddy. so unwell. v suay de lehh. o level haben finish and I am sick. hahs. dun noe how to continue with my o level lohh. then she say my face v pale. then I jus sit there and lay my head on the table. my eyes still cant see a thing at all. so so scary.



but after drinking the hot milo I felt better le. then my mummy gave my doctor a call and ask him wad happen to me le. becos these few days I eating new medicine mahh. then my mummy scared is that medicine not gd. the doctor say nothing to do with the medicine. he say maybe I not enuff sleep or too stressed up le. ask me to rest more lohh and to drink more water. hahas. my head now still pounding and v giddy lahh. dun noe how to study for my maths n history. hmmm. guess later I go rest somemore first then study lohh. hahas. first time in my life suddenly faint lehh. so scary. lolx~



always wear cute pajamas to sleep.. u never noe who u might meet in your dreams.



if a hug represented how much I love yoo.. I would hold you in my arms forever and ever.

today had a-maths paper1.. relatively alright. the paper was definitely much much more easier than our stupid prelim. haha. i tot this paper was generally simple. me quite confident. i only got one question dun noe how to do. but the question is 4marks onli. so nvm lohh. haha. happy sehh. lolx~ today woke up later then didnt meet jf at old place. reached school at 745 liddat. then sy jf and wenyi so worried about me. they tot that i forgot today got paper or wad. haha. but today my mood not v good so i reached school also bo chap them when they talk to me. haha. i am a bad ger. lolx~



after paper went to see doctor. at first i so scared cos my mummy say maybe must take injection de mahh. but then lucky nv. the doctor say that my condition now is better le. better than the last time he used to see me. then I tio shocked.. cos i tot my condition was deteriorating. then he see me so scared and laughed at me. he say I need not worry so much cos no need injection. yeah. happie. haha. he so so so so good lehh. the best doctor under the earth. he keep on encouraging me. he say that he will do anything for me to help me. i so touched. i felt like crying siaa. thanks so much doc. ur encouragement did wonders for me. lolx~ but he also got scold me. he say that I am a very naughty ger cos I nv take my medicine on time and i nv take good care of myself. haha. so now i will listen to him and be a good ger from today onwards. haAx.



people cant be read like books.. but they can be read like diaries.. all u need to do is to find the key to it.



sometimes we are too busy trying to get through a closed window that we missed the open window beside it.

today had e maths paper 1.. hmm i tot is was very easy. lolx~ this paper got the most confidence de. haha. v simple. but simple then I worry. so simple den everybody also can do then everyone also get high marks then hard to get my A1 le. haha. got one question is on distance-time graph de. then they ask for the speed at two different times. that stupid question I think so long. but I hope my answer is correct. lolx~ lalala. met up with jf as usual at 715 lohh. haax.



hmm nothing to write today lei.. like nothing much happen also. jus that I am still in my depressed mood. ohh.. maybe hab to go for injection le. not sure yet. mummy say she will confirm with me tmls. then i reached home.. saw on the fridge there got one big notice and there was one in my room too. my mummy write de. cos I v naughty mahh.. always nv take medicine. so she write two big notices and paste in those conspicuous place. she wrote there:"pls remember to take ur medicine. dun take also nvm. not I suffer." diAo~~ thats my mum. lolx~



to make your dreams come true.. u must first wake up.

had english paper one and two today. paper one was generally ok. i got confidence lahh. i tot my story was alrite but sy and jf they all think that it is lame. the title was: write about an occasion when a furious argument took place bcos of a mistaken identity. then I wrote that I was accused of stealing by my teacher. my name was grace lee but my teacher tot I was grace tan. so got mistaken lohh. lame mehh? lolx~ maybe bahh. then my letter writing format got wrong lohh. forget it. paper two.. passage was easy. the questions weird weird de. dun think I will do well. the summary even worse. so little and nothing to write. cant even write until 150 words. dun think I will do well. haiz. sat there at the classroom.. under the fan. my hands were shivering like hell cos it was damn cold. I kept sneezing also cos i already got flu le mahh. bRrrr.. cold until like north pole. lolx~



ytd nite read thru the dictionary to learn some new words for compo. it proved useful. i used a lot of chim chim words today. then receive one saddening sms. didnt reply though. is he ask me dun reply de. i am sorry. really sorry. he called ytd also. jus called to tell me his hp number change liao and hang up without saying gdbye. felt like crying siaa. i also dun wan like that de mahh. i got no choice de u understand? i noe i am selfish. but i hope u understand why. i really really left with no choice. if i had.. things would be different. i seriously seriously hope u can understand. i noe saying sorry doesnt help. but i still wan to say. I am really sorry.



we are so used to having constant activities that we find it tough to sit and do nothing or even do one thing at a time-- taken from english p2. makes sense.

first day of o level. kinda happy. hahs cos it is one subject down. yeah. today had ss. the structured essay can say is totally the same as our prelim paper. pei fu the teachers lehh. they could acherli guess the question correctly. first is physics and chem then now ss. we do hab amazing teachers dun we. lolx~ the source based is de-contextualized one.. means cannot be found in the textbook one. the questions still ok larrh. I completed the whole paper with extra five minutes of time to rest. wahahas too amazing le. hahas. but dun think I will do well for my source based though. hahs.

after that went sy house with jf cos it was damn early in the morning around 930 so we decided to slack a bit lohh cos is english tmls mahh. hahaz. cant study much also. maybe later I will go read the dictionary to learn some new words. lolx~ talk a lot of things in sy de hse. as usual is all craps and those girly talks lohh. then me and jf snuggle into sy de bed. poor her sit on the chair. lolx~ den we went off around 12 liddat. jf went home. me and sy went to eat lunch and sit there and talk talk. lolx~ we got talk a lot of things. I am looking forward to nov 19.



*___ to dear

dun forget your promise.. after your NS. I will be waiting de hor.. lolx~ dun u dare forget. if not I kill u and haunt u alive.. lolx~ five years from now.. acherli not v long also. hahs.



words and heart should be handled with care, for words mis-spoken and hearts broken are the hardest things to repair.