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Thursday, December 30, 2004

chalet!

okie.. me backk from chalet le worr.. hahas. uppdate on wad we didd at the chalet.. it was fun I guess.. lolx~ urm its going to be a very very very long entry.. so.. god bless.



first dayy



woke upp at aroundd 12 plus i guess.. cos i wantedd to bathh before going tuh the chalet and to darren's house.. i packk my things after i bath and proceeded to darren's house to help carry the bbq thinggs. the meeting time was 1.45pm but I was early okies. i reachedd at 1.40pm. wahhaas. *proudd of muhselff* on the wayy saw elvin and wenlongg.. dun noe why always see them when we go classmate house de.. lolx~



then we three went up togetherr lohh.. stayedd in darren's house forr a while then set off for our chalet destination.. d0wntown east. me, sy, jf and wenyi took cab there cos we got the food and we were scared that it would melt and it would turn badd. the things were so heavyy that my hands almost broke. lolx~ our room was on the secondd floor. the number was B1231.. nice room.. quite spacious also. then we waited for the rest with yongshengg and zhu bin.



the people slowly came then we prepared the food for the bbq. me and zhubin sho funny. we were doing the crabmeat. i was supposedd to cut them then he was supposed to unwrap the little piece of plastic on the crabmeat.. but he was so slow.. and he couldnt unwrap. so i suan him and said i could do it faster than him.. lolx~ so we started a competition based on crabmeat and hotdogs. LOL. stupidd rites.



then we also had kebab thingy like for bbq. so we went down and start the fire. this time i didnt helpp at all. later they say the fire wun start cos of me. so i dun dare liao. hahas. and i jus wait for ppl to bbq for me. lolx bad rites. the food was nice of course. then zhubin came down with a videocam. so me took it and playedd with it. videocam all of them eating and playingg. then esther even did an interview with me and jf. lame sia. hahaa. then only 4 girls stayed overnight. me sy jf and wenyi. pathetic!



2nd dayy



slept in the morningg cos we didnt really sleep at night. the guys were so noisy. lolx~ then when we woke up.. we wanted to play dai dee. so me elvin wenlong jf and sy started to play. the guys wanted to sleep. LOL. so we knew that it was PAYBACk time. lolx~ we deliberately scream and scream. BUT they still slept like logs. stupidd. then when everyone woke up, we discussed abt some things and the guys went off to play pool.



so me sy jf and wy took a bath and changed. we went to tampines mall to see phantom of the opera. and i must really say.. the show was really GREAT!! the movie is more like a musical. cos the actors sang their words instead of sayingg. all the songs were nice and the female lead was so so pretty. the ending was kinda touchingg. i wept silently. dropped two tears. then the stupid wenyi. dun noe wad she thinkk lahh. LOL. she CRIED. kept crying and crying. even after the show. poor benji de jacket all her tears.



then we acherli wantedd to eat pasta mania de.. but in the end we decided to compromise the guys by going to white sands to eat. then when we arrivedd at white sands, the guys said they didnt want to come anymore. we were like.. so exasperated. there is nothing to eat at white sands. so stupid. i was so fed up that i called yongsheng and sort of scolded him using wenyi's hp. LOL. wenyi busy explaining to ys that she wasnt the one who scolded him.. wIu weet~ so concernedd seHh!



so we girls went to eat at white sands and went backk. initially we saidd we wanted to give the guys 'black face' when we go back. but in the end also nv lahh. hahas. good mahh. anyway dun think they will care. played card games with elvin yongsheng darren stewart and wenlong. especially the naming game. it was so much fun. yongsheng and jiafeng. both retarded. kept losing. LOL. darren and wenlong also. LOL. then there was once I kept calling yongsheng's name. stupid. my mouth jus cant listen to me. idiot. so i lost. LOL.



the guys went to eat dinner so we four went up and played mahjongg.. lolx~ even though I am a novice.. i am pR0ud to announce that I won two games out of four kays. mahjong really can kill time. LOL. the guys came back and we gave up our seats lohh. watched tv and played blackjack. I won money! $6.50 in total. LOL. clever rites? but my son aka elvin so poor thing. lolx lost 3.50 to me. chit chat a while then so fast the time was 1 plus in the morning.



suggested going to the beach.. so I jio the guys along lohh. elvin wenlong yongsheng darren came along with us.. we walked and strolledd to the beach. sat at the cliff and looked at the sea. the first thing everyone who reached asked was " hey! singapore got tsunamis a not huh?" LOL. acherli I was a bit frightened also.. after the recent tsunamis incident. but lucky dun think sg will have bahh. the sea breeze was cool and the air smelled of fresh sea and sand. it was a great feeling. we counted the stars and talked. but it started to drizzle and we went back.



when we went back. the stupid security guard lohh. cos the guys dun wanna pay one dollar so they wanted to climb fence. we girls cant possibly rites. so we went thru the main gate. me and jf walked behind. i went in first and then jf. the security guard.. so PERVERT. he acherli heldd jf's hand touch touch and mumbled sth. i was too shockedd to react. i was wondering wad the hell he was doing. jf even worse. ppl touch her hand she blur blur de. LOL. we two faster run back to the chalet. then heard that sy and wy also kana by the PERVERT. eeeeeeekkks!! pui.



so we didnt sleep at night. the guys slept instead except for some. elvin stewart and zhubin. we girls didnt really sleep. we were playing mahjong while the guys were sleeping. LOL. then zhu bin really expert sehh. play with him damn stressed de. so in the end.. end up only wenyi, sinying, benjamin, elvin and me persevered throughout. we talked about a lot of things and laughed a lot. talk about the past and all sorts of things. LOL. it was kinda heartwarming. and of cos, needless to say, the main target of our conversation was sy and wenlong. LOL.



so everyone slept at about 8 plus in the morning. left me sy wy and elvin. we continued talking, sharing secrets and gossipingg. jf woke up at that time le. then me sy and elvin slept for half an hour before waking the rest up at 9.30am. we wanted to check out at 10.30am. so we cleared the smelly fridge and cleaned the room. packedd my bag and left with the girls. my stupid son. before i left he still say " take good care of my windbreaker hor. dun spoil it." then I told him that I will wash with fragrant soap and smell nice nice give him. LOL. he lent me his windbreaker for the whole chalet. hais. blessed with good son is like this de. dun be envious. LOL.



took cab home with the girls. on the way we tried to psycho the uncle to give us discount cos we called cab mahh. there was no cab at all lohh. hopeless. then end up I talk with the uncle and the three of them SLEPT at the back. lolx~ the uncle was kind and friendly. taught me a lot of things also. lolx~ i hope he gives us a discount. reached home sweet home and my next target is to slEEp. yarhs. hahas. nitex.



i enjoyed the chalet thoroughly. all thanks to my beloved mates for chalet: sinying, jiafeng, wenyi, elvin, wenlong, yongsheng, zhubin, kenneth, stewart, zhijian, darren and benjamin. i dun think i missed out anyone i hope. lolx~ happy new year everyone. hope all of ya have a great 2005 ahead. muacks.

Sunday, December 26, 2004

hurt. i dun noe wad to sayy. feels like no one understand me. even my mum. when she said all those.. i guess she nv tot how i would feel. its not like I can help it. why cant she understand? jus coop myself in my room and i cried. its been ages since i cried. felt so lonely. no one understands how i feel. no use explaining also. even my mum dun understand le. i am so tired. tired of everything. why cant someone jus spare a thought for how i feel.



dad, i miss u. miss u terribly.

Friday, December 24, 2004

hahaz~ update update le.. nothing tuh do these few days.. at home recuperatingg niaa.. hope that I can go chalet lohh. hahaz.. its on 29 30 31.. i wanna go lei.. hahaz.. i already tot of a lot of thinggs I can do in chalet.. hahaz.. then i still thinkingg of wadd to wear to the prom.. hmmmmm dun noe lei..



i alreadyy got one top le.. then sinyingg say that top quite nice.. so I thinking jus need tuh buy one more skirt then can le lohh.. hahaz.. i acherli sort of look forward to it.. then I also plan to skipp jc on 28 Jan so that i got enuff time to prepare.. hahaz.. then maybe wenyi comingg my house lohh.. cos she say she dun noe how to make up.. askk me help herr..



hahaz.. then maybe mengjie comingg also bahh.. haiz~ still long nehh.. now say like a bit earlyy like that hor? hahaz.. jus now that si wenyi call me andd askk me stupid things.. hahaz. she askk me whether she should go rebond hair a nots.. l0lx~ i told her go tryy tryy lohh.. if not nice then next time dun do le.. hahaz.. haiz~ school gonna reopen soon le.. sobx.. meetingg the gals at 730 on Jan 3rd at JJ therre.. I wun be late de kays..



hais. b0red b0red. BORED!! lucky got la bi xiao xin vcd accompany me.. very nice!! la bi xiao xin so so damn lame. see liao myy mood also better. hahaz. la bi xiao xin rawks. and lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! LOVE YA!!



some dayy u will cryy fer me likke I cried fer u. somedayy u will miss me like I missedd u. somedayy u will needd me like I need u. somedayy u will love me.. but i wunn love u anymorre.

Sunday, December 19, 2004

today got lots of photos to show u all.. taken with sinyingg and ouyangg de.. at heeren and bugis..




kawaii!!



no fightingg worr!



took at heeren



starryy


wishingg wishhing


lookk at sinyingg face



tweetz =)



merryy christmass!!



at heeren todayy




today jus a short entry kays? went out with ouyang to bugis and heeren.. to take neo lohh.. hahaz.. on the way there i saw jinhuaa againn.. l0lx~ so farnie.. always see him de lehh.. hahaz.. then i gave the books to sienwei.. and the present to vic..



me and ouyang wei le victor de present dun noe do how many things lohh.. hahaz.. and all are stupidd things.. l0lx~ we throw all our face away le.. at the toilet there.. hahaz.. saw two shuai ges todayy only.. then i met one veryy cute shopkeeper.. thats about all le.. had great fun todayy..



heard that pao kor going to treat me and ouyangg to mArchE worr!! so exictedd.. thanks ahh kor.. l0lx~ then ouyang going to treat me eat steamboat.. oh arent I luckky? l0lx~ send the neo to dear le.. hahaz.. ouyangg help scan de.. thanks worr.. l0lx~ jinhuaa!! teachh me the route to interchange worr!! =X



tmls going bbq at parc vista.. class gatheringg.. hahaz.. excited norhx.. l0lx~ my son say somedayy he will treat me eat things.. l0lx~ i am basking in happiness.. l0lx~ all treat me so good nehh! hahaz

Saturday, December 11, 2004

yayy finally today got sth to update le.. haha.. been about one weekk since i last updatedd yarhs? l0lx miss me rites? dun deny.. haha.. today went out withh sinyingg lohh.. hahaa.. i was late againn.. i push the time back mahh but she never see her hp.. so end upp she also very earlyy.. l0lx~ saw jinhuaa on my way.. was waiting for bus to take me to the interchange mahh.. then i wavedd tuh him sho many times but he nv see..



yuan lai horr my house here can walkk to the interchange lehh!! now then i noe lohh.. cos jinhuaa say he walk there mahh.. and to my very bigg surprise.. he acherli reachedd earlier than me.. l0lx~ was looking ferr him at the platformm.. and yahh.. he finally saw me.. hahaa.. then me took mrt to jp to meet sinying.. l0lx~ cos i miss jp a lot mahh longg time no go there le.. then she standd there and wait forr me.. l0lx~ last time used to go jp everytime de.. but now seldomm le.. sobx..



went to p.s.. there now renovate till verry nice le lohh.. but then not muchh shops also.. i noe last time renovate le lahh.. but now then i go mahh.. very bigg.. then went to eat pasta mania.. very full.. then i was veryy interestedd in one of the customers.. they expect a lot.. haha.. cannot have eggs cannot have this cannot have that.. l0lx~ so funny.. thinkk they vegetarian bahh.. then we walkk herre and walkk there.. hahaa.. sy wantedd to buy her calendar thingy.. dun noe wads that also.. but she veryy obsessed in it.. hahaa... =X



affter that went tuh heerenn.. take pics.. this time me and sinying try a new machine.. very cute worr.. is got a yellow couch one.. but quite ex lehh.. 10 bucks.. haha.. but seriously veryy nice.. and then can take our own sweet time to decorate also.. so nice nice lohh.. if got chance then post here and let u all see the pics.. haha.. must ask ouyang tuh scan fer me againn le.. haha.. but veryy nice.. next time i wanna take with ouyang.. haha..



then now me at sy house.. she succesfully persuadedd me tuh come her house againn.. l0lx~ whole day not feelingg very well siaa.. keep feeling very nauseous.. wanna vomit but cannot vomite like that.. haha.. i really pity those pregnant women.. cos now i understanndd how theyy feel when they have morning sickness.. l0lx~ =X



kinda troubledd over certain thinggs lohh.. then i noe dear got give me some suggestions lahh.. but all.. like cannot workk.. he very good lahh.. haha.. keep consolingg me.. haha.. thanks worr.. and if by chance u are reading this my dear.... dun fly high.. cos i might degrade u anytime.. haha.. u noe wadd i mean.. haha.. =X thanks anywayy..

Thursday, December 2, 2004

smsed`)) ouyangg

msned`)) sinyingg minchao

called`)) mumm




lolx~ me backk againn tuh update le.. hahaz. yongweii dun sayy i lazyy le horr.. althoughh I noe i am.. lolx~ ehh jus finished myy lunchh.. then got naggedd byy my mum againn le.. dun noe wadd tuh sayy.. later still habb tuh help out withh the houseworkk.. got to fold clothes later.. i see that mountain of clothes alreadyy sian yi ban liao le.. *sniff*



todayy acherli wanna go out withh sy tuh watch movie de lahh.. but then horr.. lolx~ got somethingg happen tuh me and I dun reallyy feel like going out anymore. call me weirdo if u must.. lolx~ i jus dun likke .. lolx~ then we changed the date to wednesdayy lohh.. we asked minchao alongg le.. lolx~ watchingg christmas with the krankks.. lolx~ hopefully nothing happens to sy.. lolx~ but she wun pangg sehh me de rite.. lolx~



stupidd blogger lahh.. this is my second entryy le lohh.. jus now alreadyy update le.. but the whole thingg jus hangg and i must update againn.. lolx~ suayy hahas.. acherli not in the mood to update muchh also lahh.. anywayy i forgot wadd i wrote jus now alreadyy.. so forget it lohh..

sometimes it is so hard to define love.. haiz..



friendds hear the songg in myy heart and sings it to me when myy memorry fails..

all the wealthh in this worldd cant buyy you a true friendd nor can it pay forr the loss of one..