jus read someone's blog and discovered that someone lie to me again.. he's always lying to me.. haiz.. didnt I mention that I hate liars the most.. i said before that if u wan lie to me.. there is only two options.. one is u confess that u lie to me.. at least I wun be so angry.. the second option is that I nv find out the truth.. but then.. haiz.. I always found out that you are lying to me.. it kinda hurts u noe.. so I hope that someday u will tell me the truth.. cos I dun even noe when u are lying and when u are not.. how u expect me to give u my hundred percent trust?.. sometimes I jus feel like giving up kays.. maybe we cannot even be frends.. it is hard to be frends with you knowing that u are always lying to me..



*___to yoo

please.. give me some time to cool off kays.. dun sms me or call me again.. jus take it that I am taking a long break for o level.. thanks..



*___to dear

work hard for ur o levels kays.. dun slack and slack and slack.. lolx~ take my advice for the chinese and english thingy wor.. jia youx.. gambette nEhh~

tuesday- start of O levels.

three more days to the important exam and I am still slacking away.

damn it!

i love you with all my heart.. with every piece and bit of my soul.

as long as you found your happiness.. i will be happy too.

i wan to thank you for all the wonderful memories you have given me.

i will remember every part of you in my heart and that u once stepped into my life.

i love you. i really do.

i wan to leave. i wan to forget. let me go.



sad hor?.. haiz.. found it in someone de blog.. haiz.. kinda makes me think of certain things which I really wan to forget but haben been able to do it yet.. i also wan to forget.. i also wan to leave.. haiz.. sadded..

[.bored.]

ytd had physics practical.. I think the paper generally quite easy.. except for the electricity part.. i read until a bit blur blur de.. my gradient got 10 .. nice nice 10.. but mr lee say is around 8 sth.. hmmm nvm lahh.. guess only will minus a few marks.. the rest still okie.. mr lee so clever lehh.. i dun noe how he did it de.. he could acherli guess the two questions correctly.. and is exactly the same.. i so surprised when I see the paper.. it is totally the same as wad mr lee predicted.. i think he can go be fortune teller le.. lolx~ after that we were once again quarantined for two long hours.. damn it.. somemore with 4A.. idiotic class.. lolx~ i mean some ppl in 4A lahh.. not all lohh.. and once again.. elvin they all manage to put me and yongsheng together again.. lame! they everything and anything also can say de lehh.. aaArrGGhhHhx~!

then me went jp with sy.. we go buy french manicure.. yay~ finally i got my french manicure.. acherli I wanted to buy my jay mv cd de.. but then hor.. I decided to buy my french manicure first.. lolx~ then sy went to buy her foundation.. she down there yan jiu all sorts of foundation.. lolx~ went to watson.. sasa and john little.. then sy show me a new product.. nice lehh.. i feel like buying.. but then so ex.. lolx~

after that went to sy de house.. we spent so long down there doing sth which nv succeeded.. lolx~ we spent three hours i think.. lolx~ but at least I revised finish my social studies le.. so still ok lahh.. went home abt 7 liddat.. so tired sia.. today.. also nothing happen.. i didnt go school.. not planning to go for the rest of the week.. lolx~ sian.. O levels is abt..five days away.. and I am still slacking.. damn it..



*`love is the most beautiful of all dreams and the worst of all nightmares..`* -william shakespeare



*`when I first saw youu, I fell in love with youu. And youu smiled.. cos you knew..`* -william shakespeare..



watashiwa anata ga suki desu.. watashino ichiban daisuki da yo.. aishitEru!!

met up with ouyang around 1015 at the school bus stop cos we decided that we wanna go back see how CO is coping.. heard from many ppl that it wasnt very good.. so we decided to go back and save CO.. muahahahax! i reached the bus stop at abt 1030.. lolx~ well it is normal for me to be late okies.. jus get used to it.. lolx~ went to buy sweets.. and went up to the study area.. at first we two so paisehh to step into the study area cos a lot of ppl already there le mahh.. then finally ouyang decided to go in first.. lolx~ we went to the music room first cos I wanna see Jin Lao Shi.. miss him lots lehh! hahaha.. cos i like this teacher lotsa.. he's great.. then first thing Jin Lao Shi say was that I slim down liao and ouyang gained some weight.. lolx! farnie lehh.. i was thinking these few days I gained lots of kilos and was getting fatter but then Jin Lao Shi say I slim down? dIaoOoooOOo.. lolx~ cant believe my ears.. acherli I very happy de lahh.. hahaha!then me and ouyang just sat there and listened lohh.. urm.. CO like not much improvement lehh.. i think the standard really not v good woR.. our juniors got to work much harder than that to help us fulfill our dreams of getting a gold!! dun disappoint us again le.. hahahz.. we went off at around 12 liddat.. i went to eat my mashed potato again at 7-11.. it is really nice lehh.. but ouyang dun like it.. she said that there was too much butter.. well.. i think it is tasty! *yummy*.. the taste is still lingering in my mouth.. lolx~ we ate our lunch at the coffee united then walk here walk there and went home.. I told ouyang that I am slackening.. everyday at home I jus play around and laze everywhere.. Os is jus one week away and I am amazed at myself for being so nonchalent.. aRrgGGhh cant find the motivation to start studying.. haiz! got to work damnx hard le.. i dun wan to regret my whole life.. haiz.. i must go bury myself in my books later.. tata~ good luck to those taking O levels.. lets work hard together.. haiz..



*`love the heart that hurts youu.. but never hurt the heart that loves youu..`*



*`if youu love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with..`*

today woke up with a terrible flu and there was four messages in my hp.. cos I didnt on my hp sound so I didnt noe that there was so many messages.. once again.. jf manage to paNg sEhh us~ we already agreed that we will go the the st andrews junior college open house to see see de.. then today last minute say she dun wan go.. at first I also dun feel like going de.. cos I quite sick lahh.. not feeling well.. but I was the one who intiated this thing.. so i went after all.. yess~ i was late again as usual.. late for abt 30 minutes bahh.. poor benji hab to wait so long for us.. lolx~ i so paisehx lohh.. sorrie guys.. next time i wun be late le.. lolx~ i took bus to je then saw my cousin on the bus.. so talk talk with him lohh.. lolx~ he is a very shy guy lahh.. hahaha.. reach je le me sy ben yenting and wenyi took bus 97 to sajc lohh.. we dun noe where to alight so we ask the bus uncle.. the bus uncle so nice.. lolx~ when we alight I still said thank u to the bus uncle.. the rest so rude sia.. nv say thank you.. *where are ur manners* lolx~

SAJC quite good lahh.. the hall is air conditioned de.. then all the classrooms also.. the whole campus also very big.. can get lost easily lohh.. we saw joel there and our tour guide was justin tan.. our senior.. he is one of the councillors there.. aiya expected lahh.. we dun wan him be tour guide de lehh.. but then no choice lohh.. so joel and justin took us around.. i saw wan ying also.. wan ying my co senior.. she in dance group.. *chio* but then she failed her exams so she going poly or retain lohh.. the CO there not v good.. heard that it was weak.. hahaz. i think maybe I will consider SAJC lohh.. i really think it is good.. but the cut off point is so so so so so high.. 9 for science and 11 for arts.. urm dun think i can reach also.. lolx~ so first three mths go jjc see how bahh.. lolx~

went back to je with sy and ben.. we ate at the entertainment centre and I saw a bastard there lahh.. so suay.. i cant believe I can bump into him in this kind of places.. go hair also see him then come je also see him.. haiz.. so so suay! nvm lahh.. dun spoil my mood.. ben sy and me eat le stayed there to talk talk a bit.. haha.. very fun talking to them.. we talked about things from sec one till now and a lot lohh.. lolx~ v glad to have them as my friends.. hahaa.. love all of you!! u all rock my world!! 4B04 rawks!!!!! love all u guys!! [jiafeng sinying yenting chiengsiew wenyi mengjie esther elvin kenneth benjamin yongsheng wenlong minchao wenjun zhijian danny]



*`guys are like stars- there are so many of them but only one can make your wishh come true.. `*



*` I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart.. and forever it will stay. I love youu.."

acherli today dun wan to go school de.. cos i cant wake up in the morning mahh.. but then mr lee say that he will be going thru the physics practical which we will be having this tuesday.. then aiya.. no choice lohh.. so in the end i still got go.. lolx~ reach school quite late lahh... then surprise siaa.. our class almost full attendance.. lolx~ surprise of the century.. then all the other classes like only got some pathetic few.. only our class de line so long.. lolx~ all mr lee fault lohh.. hahaha.. then sy say that we today hab six periods of maths and if not for mr lee we wouldn be in sch today.. den mr lee go tell ms tan.. lolx~ all sy de fault.. make us so throw face.. lolx~

mr lee say that physics prac most likely to come out some thing lohh.. then ask us to keep hush hush.. lolx~ most likely onli.. but ms kho really pro lehh.. she predict that the chem will come out starch titration den in the end really did.. ms kho rules! ytd nite sms mr ng ask him abt my chem prac.. he today then msg me.. lolx~ so slow reply.. he say that my titration perfect and the QA also quite good.. urm so happy happy lahh~ hahaa.. hope that physics will also be the same lohh..

today halfway during recess elvin and yongsheng pon.. ms ek found out and ask zj to tell mr govind.. -_-" okies then she went on to tell grandmother story on how some of her other students went and nv came back and that their parents have to 'burn' the results slip to them.. *lame* but quite funny lahh.. den we ask her if is english funeral how.. yenting suggest email the result slip to blabla.hell.com lolx~ today we also a bit siao siao de.. me jf sy cs and yt keep singing songs.. lolx~ jf sing her winnie the pooh song.. then also the "i feel good" song.. lolx~ v fun lahh.. after sch suddenly got heavy downpour then me sy darren and ben take cab home.. ask darren to call cab.. he v blur de lehh... the person ask him what is his name then he ask me then I told him "darren".. lolx~ own name also dun noe.. -_-"

me now at sy de hse updating.. later go eat eat and stay at her hse loh.. maybe till 9 plus plus bahh.. see how lohh.. lolx~ hmm hungry le.. lolx~ but I want to watch the xi ling men first then eat.. of cos sy hab to pei me.. lolx~



*`I dun understand how youu can be so heartless considering that youu have mine.. `*



*`dun hold something in your arms that youu could never hold in your heart.. `*

had chemistry practical today.. wEeEeee~~~ i think i did ok bahh.. i hope so.. mr ng said that the perfect result for the titration is 24.5 and guess wad? I got 24.5 lehh! the perfect answer.. lolx~ happy lohh.. then i think the QA was fine.. i finally got the gas correct.. the gas is oxygen.. some got ammonia but i didnt get it.. urm wadever~ as long as i got oxygen then can liaos le.. jf and sy sad over practical.. urm.. dun sad le lahh.. it is only 20 percent.. u all jus work harder for the paper 2 can liaos le.. not to worry..

anyway I couldnt get the bunsen burner to start working during the practical and I asked for help.. lolx~ mr ng came to help me.. then he ask me to on the bunsen burner for him to see.. so i on lohh.. but then got no fire come out.. -_-" then he looked at me and help me on the bunsen burner.. he just tried once and the stupid fire came out.. then he laughed at me lohh.. and he sneered at me too.. grrr! he so stupid.. how can laugh at his student de.. he walk here walk there dun noe doing wad lahh.. hahaa.. distract us from working.. lolx~ finally practical is over le.. one paper off the list of subjects.. whEw~ after practical went to the ava room for quarantine.. so idiotic.. we sat there for two whole long hours.. doing nothing.. and we can only go off at 130! arghh.. waste my time.. dun noe why mus quarantine us for so long.. idiot.. so we jus sat there talk talk lohh..

then we went to jurong west.. we went to da pao kfc.. me go sy de house eat mahh.. cos i wan to watch the show Big Fish.. heard chieng siew say the story before.. found it to be interesting.. we also got tried the new mashed potato that is sold at 7-11.. hmm not bad lahh.. quite nice.. so me now at sy de hse.. jus watch finish the show.. well.. it was a bit boring.. and their english so chim.. speak so fast.. i cant understand a thing.. lolx~ i tot that listening to chieng siew narrate the story is so much more interesting.. lolx~ hmm.. guess that's abt all le bahh.. tata~ going to go home soon le..



*`I fell for youu hard.. like [ice] to the groundd. youu were like no one that I have ever [foundd]. I fell into something.. something with [youu]..but I am sure it wasnt love [because] thats not what [love] is supposed to be.. `*

met up with sy jf esther wen yi and elvin at the coffeshop today at around 8.30 I guess.. i wasnt late ok.. it was elvin.. lolx~ ask him to bring hp then he nv bring.. make me wait so long for him.. lolx~ acherli we nber plan to meet with esther and wen yi de.. but they so coincidentally on the same bus with jf.. so we went school together lohh.. cos first two periods is father fong de mahh.. then we decided that we dun wan to attend his lesson.. heard that some of the gals also nv attend his lesson.. lolx~ today our class onli got 11 ppl report for flag raising and we have the highest number of ppl compared to the rest.. hahaa.. *clap clap* then maths lesson was stupid.. i went for maths lesson cos I tot that ms tan going to return us our a maths mock test which we did ages ago.. she herself said that she going to return us today de lehh.. but then she gave us an e maths mock test.. -_-" then me and jf down there scolding her.. lolx~ she went back on her words ok.. if i known i wouldn come for the maths lesson.. lolx~

after maths went to hall for the so called graduation ceremony.. jf was telling me that she scared she will cry.. then i say i also scared I will.. cos that time the superteens course was so touching.. we were looking forward to the graduation ceremony in fact.. and of cos.. the food that came with it.. hahaz.. but the whole thing was such a disappointment!! first program was mr ong giving his boring speeches followed by lion dance presented by the scouts.. the tail of the lion so cute! furry de.. and it keeps flapping.. lolx~ then the eyes also.. the lion keep blinking the eyes.. like trying to pao mei yan.. lolx~ yen ting say the lion was trying to electrify her.. *lame* .. then mr phor came to give his speech.. cheryl and jolin also did.. and some other pupils lahh.. i tot it was more of a speech day then graduation ceremony.. lolx~ it was boRing! told jf that we placed too high expectations on the ceremony.. we didnt even shed a tear or wadsoever.. after the speeches were the malay dance and the choir.. urm.. nothing special seriously.. towards the end we sang auld lang syne.. mr phor sang also lehh.. we stood on the chair and sway to the music.. lolx~ esther was so high.. everyone stood on the chair and sang our hearts out.. lolx~ only that part was fun.. the rest were stupid.. hahaa.. sang finish le we went to take our food.. the so called buffet is acherli the canteen food -_-" lolx~ we should have predicted it.. ok lahh bu chi bai bu chi.. so we ate lohh.. jf had three big servings. lolx~ think maybe will bring cam tmls to take piccys with the gang.. so that I can make into a photo album.. lolx~ momento mahh.. hahaa.. haiz.. tmls is chem o level practical.. hope i wun get the gases wrong again.. *prays hard* mus flip thru the chem file today le.. hahaa.. god bless me!!



*`I can forgive youu for everything except not understanding that I was in love with youu..`*



*`youu can close your eyes to things youu dun wan to see.. but youu cant close your heart to things youu dun wan to feel..`*

nv go sch today.. pon tan again.. hahaz me getting more and more used to pon taning school.. lolx~ i am getting to like it.. can sleep till so late then I can do my work at night.. basically I am an owl.. lolx~ i am more energetic at night and I focus better at night too.. blEahs~ did nothing much today.. finished my physics wksht.. slacked around whole morning.. and I read the sEcret gArden today.. it is a book by frances hodgson burnett.. acherli I read it when I was primary four.. hahaa.. but I jus wanted to reminisce the past.. lolx~ i found the book really interesting.. hahaa.. it is abt a disagreeable girl called mary finding a key to the secret garden and thereby finding her true self eventually.. hahaa.. i realised that I had forgotten most of the contents.. lolx~ jus now yenting called also.. she updated me on wad happened in sch today.. acherli nothing much happen today.. *heng* glad that I didnt go sch today.. she said there was a pig under my table.. lolx~ yupp.. there was indeed a pig under my table..

sort of quarrelled with him ytd.. we had different views on certain things and then he said sth which hurt me.. haiz.. he didnt even noe that he successfully made me upset.. aiya i dun care le lahh.. i am jus plain angry and disappointed in him.. *sadx*



___*sinying

lolx~ paisehx lehh.. me ask u to bring the comics then in the end I nv go sch.. lolx~ so sorrie.. i owe u one now.. hahaa.. thanks for remembering to bring.. lolx~ i expected u to forget.. hahaz..

___*rena

thanks rena.. for ur pressie.. hahaa.. acherli u dun need to buy for me to woR.. but thanks anyway.. lolx~



*`trying to forget someone youu love is like trying to remember someone youu never met.`*



*`I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated youu, I would come to believe it myself sooner or later. But I now realised that by lying, it makes me want youu evenn more.`*

hmm dun noe how dear will fare for his practical today.. lolx~ really hope he can do well.. den maybe can go same jc as me.. lolx~ although I noe he sure wan to go poly de.. hahaa.. nv go sch today.. not I pon tan hoR. is mr phor say we dun need go de. cos most of our teachers will be invigilating the practical exams mahh.. i so guilty.. nv do anything studying today.. whole day jus feel like slacking around.. ytd so late den sleep.. I revised geog.. *hardworking*.. hahaa.. then me mum ask me go find her in JE to make my spare specs.. in case it breaks again during exam period which I hope it wun.. lolx~ my specs always break during exam period de lehh.. the most critical period somemore.. hahaa.. mum was thinking of making me contact lens to try out.. lolx~ i wan to buy blue colour de lens but she didnt allow.. well.. i already predicted that.. jus ask for the sake of asking onli.. hahaa.. think maybe I will wear contact lens to work lohh.. see how bahh.. I reached JE only to find that the dArn shop was closed for the day.. wad a wasted trip.. i still tot i could make my contact lens.. haiz.. so unlucky de nehh..

end up having lunch with mum at the coffee shop there.. i ate bamboo rice.. nice lehh! hahaa.. walk walk around JE lohh.. see got wad new stuffs to buy.. hahaa.. me bought two shirts and a skirt today.. hahaa.. got my atm with me mahh.. so nvm.. lolx~ ex nehh.. spent so much jus on two shirts and a skirt.. hahaa.. but then I nv regret lahh.. cos is nice and nice!! hahaa.. next time can wear new shirts to take neo with sy and jf le.. lolx~ our rule is musnt wear the same clothes to take neo mahh rite.. but then I always break tat rule de lahh.. lolx~ hmm maybe I go study liao le.. after reading my straits times.. i must pia for o levels.. left only one week plus niaa.. it is getting nearer and nearer le.. haiz!!



*` hAppIneSs is fAlling aSleep nExt to yOuu aNd wakiNg up tHinkIng tHat I am stiLl in my dReAms.. `*



*` oNe nIght thE mOon sAid to mE :" if hE mAkes yOu cRy.. wHy dUn yOuu lEave hImm?".. I lOokEd at tHe moOn aNd sAidd :" mOon, wOuld yOuu evEr lEave yOur sky?" `*

hahaz me now talking to dear.. tmls will be his practical le.. hope everything goes well for him lohh.. dear dun worry lahh.. hahaa.. me help u pray okies?.. u sure can do it de.. haha.. dear must jia youx wor.. haha..



*`in thE aRithmEtIc of luRve, oNe plus oNe eqUals tO everytHing aNd twO mInus oNe eqUals tO notHingg..*`

*`tRue luRve dOesnt hAb a hAppy eNding.. bEcaUse tRue lUrve dOesnt eNd.. *`

hmm today also nothing much happen.. morning watched cardcaptor sakura de movie.. sy lend me home to watch.. cos ytd at her hse me no watch mahh.. she forced me to watch drumline! lolx~ no lahh.. acherli I found out that drumline also quite nice.. lolx~ v interesting.. hahaa.. v nice lehh the movie.. so touching!! finally sakura and xiao lang is together le!! yeah.. so happy.. feel so happy for them.. then my sis de frend came to our hse.. they all so crazy de.. laugh and laugh and laugh.. and they laughed hysterically!! i mean hysterically!! lolx~ her frend elaine damnz crazy.. lolx~ always laugh one nehh.. lolx~ then after that did my maths.. then that stupid yenting ask me to go jp to study but so far~ i ask her to come my hse to study.. then she die die also dun wan.. lolx~ so bad!! aiya so in the end me so good go company her lohh.. we both yan jiu integration wksht togehter.. lolx~ then after that eat dinner at delifrance.. is she force me pei her eat de lohh.. hahaa.. after that shop shop a while then go home liao le.. i took mrt home.. saw a very very cute boy boy.. he got beckham de hairstyle lehh!! so ShuAI!! he really v kawaii!! i cant take my eyes off him.. i think he about 4 to 5 yrs old.. lolx~ i am infatuated!! he really v cute! so so shuai! the hairstyle also damnz nice!!! oh my god.. i cant stop thinking abt him. lolx~ hmm then thats about all le bahh.. now listening to yenting de story.. lolx~ v funny.. she compose a story on __ and __ lolx~ damnz funny!. she dun becume scriptwriter really wasted.. lolx~ okies.. me ending here le bahh.. ppl scolding me liao le~ lolx~ tata..

oh yes! jerry is finally out of the singapore idol competition le!! yEs! finally david got his revenge!! JeRry is out le!! oh yEs! now i am counting on maia and slyvester.. i think they are cool~~



*` I mAy nOt gEt tO sEe yOuu aS often as I likE. I mAy nOt gEt tO hOldd yOuu in my aRms tHrOugh thE nigHt. bUt dEep in my hEart I tRuly nOe, yOuu aRe tHe onE thAt I lovE.. aNdd I cAnt lEt yOuu go.`*

me now at sy de house using her computer to update.. lolx~ early in the morning went to school with the hope of finding ms cheong cos we wan to ask her to go thru certain chapters for social studies.. cos we now still a bit blur blur de mahh.. especially the diplomacy and deterrence part.. lolx~ me is blur like sotong de lohh.. lolx~ then after waiting for two whole hours... we didnt even see ms cheong at all.. she was suddenly held up by an urgent HOD meeting.. then poor me and sinying hab to wait for her until the flowers die liao.. lolx~ even yenting finish looking for ms ek le lohh.. so we end up talking crap in the study area.. got air con mahh.. so nvm lohh.. we waited until about 1230 then go off le.. we so hungry lehh.. lolx~ so we went downstairs to the staff room there to write ms cheong a letter.. the letter so funny lahh.. lolx~ we say she pang seh us.. lots of broken english from us.. then ms wong was sitting beside ms cheong table mahh.. we were thinking how come she nv correct us for using so so many broken english sentences.. lolx~ yenting got cook red bean soup for us to drink.. her red bean soup taste like.. cheng teng.. lolx~ not a bit like red bean soup.. then we keep suan her..

after that went to jp with yenting and sy lohh.. we went there to eat mac then they keep say they wan go kfc but then I dun allow them to go.. lolx~ cos got reason de mahh.. hahaa.. they two lahh!! keep bullying me siaa.. lolx~ so finally I was able to drag them to mac.. hahaa.. i still won in the end.. lolx~ sy went to buy her treasure aka comic.. lolx~ hmm then after buying I went to sy house lohh as I mentioned earlier.. she keep ask me to watch drumline.. budden I dun wan.. hahaa.. cos i wan watch cardcaptor sakura.. lolx~



`*tHe bAd tHings in life oPenn yOur eyes tO thE gOodd tHings yOu wErent pAying attEntIonn to befOre..*`



`*l0ve iS nOt abOut fInding thE rIght pErsOnn bUt cReatIng thE rigHt rElatIonsHipp. It iS nOt aBout hOw mUchh lOve yOuu hAve in tHe begInNing bUt hOw mUch l0ve yOuu bUild till tHe eNdd..*`

~.+.`* wIshEs of a l0vEr*`.+.~



aS I lOokk oUt thE mAjestic sEaa

I kNow tHat yOuu aNd I wEre mEant tO be

I oNly wIsh tHat I could mAke yOuu sEe hOw mUchh yOur lOve mEans tO me

I wIsh I coUldd wAlk uP to yOuu aNd sPeak tHe wOrds tHat lOvers dO

bUt nOw I sit hEre sAdd aNd blue

wIshIng tHat I coUldd bE wiTh yOuu..



hmm.. this poem sort of suits how I feel now.. hahaa.. so I decided to put it here.. lolx~

today woke up and found my eyes red in colour.. lolx~ scared me to death.. dun noe wadd happen le.. then I put a lot a lot of eyedrop.. to cure my bloodshot eyes.. lolx~ met up with jf at the bus stop around 1030.. cos we decided that we dun wanna attend the first half of the lesson.. so we decided to go only at recess time.. we didnt even bother to go find mr govind.. lolx.. we j us went straight to the canteen.. jf say she wan buy ice mountain mahh.. at first I dun feel like accompanying her go de.. cos I tot it was too risky if we were to be discovered by any of the teachers.. lolx~ but then in the end she still won lahh.. lolx~ went to canteen then say sy yenting and meng jie eating.. we sit there for a while then went to staff room to look for ms tan.. cos she got give wksht to do mahh.. then we absent during her lesson.. so we went to take from her.. went back to class.. everyone so surprised to see me and jf.. cos they expected us not to come.. but then in the end we appeared halfway.. lolx~ today that stupid cockroach zhang lao shi nv come.. *yeAh!! clap clap* so we stayed in the classroom to do our things.. lolx~ then got sth so farnie siaa..

wenlong say he wan to change fengshui so he went to sit beside chieng siew cos wen yi not here mahh... then sy sit beside chieng siew also.. lolx~ then everyone scold chieng siew for being lightbulb.. lolx~ we all try to persuade chieng siew to change place with wen long so that he and sy can sit together.. lolx~ but then in the end also nv lahh.. lolx~ really funny siaa.. then minchao still say " hey wen long u sit there got wadd motives arhh? to get near sy arhh?" lolx!!! v funny lehh..hahaa.. we always tease sy and wl de.. lolx~ then after physics saw ms cheong.. we ask her to give us extra remedial tmls on social studies and stuff lohh.. i got touch her big big stomach lehh.. so so kawaii!! her stomach now so big liao le.. but then dun dare to touch too much.. later the baby drop out or wadd then I die.. ms cheong so er xin de lehh.. she still say that sometimes she change clothes rite.. can see the baby moving inside her stomach..she say the baby poke his finger at her stomach.. lolx~ so er xin nehh.. lolx~

okies so today in the end I did went to school.. all becos of jf lahh.. she last minute say wan go school.. so i no choice mus go lohh.. hahaa cos ytd pon liao le marhh.. den first period I already sian diao liao le.. that father fong ask us to do a proposal then I really regretted going to school.. lolx~ to attend his super duper boring english lesson.. no wonder my english suddenly so lousy. lolx~ today got two periods of pe but then I forgot to bring my pe shirt so ended up sitting there and rot for two whole periods.. hahaa.. then wen long ys elvin and the girls played dodgeballs.. i see them play till v funny.. all so violent.. hahaa.. then minchao accidentally hit sy.. lolx~ ooops.. later got one person will kill him siaa.. hahaa.. how can hit someone de gf.. hahaa.. bleAhs.. then went thru the normal boring lesson.. got back report book also.. my cca got A1.. hahaa.. yeah!! so happy.. A1 lehh.. hahaa.. jf also got A1.. she tyco de lahh.. lolx~ then went to assembly.. haiz.. so so sian.. got one ang moh called mr. charles barton.. he came to talk to us about wad english thingy.. i cant hear a word he say and he speak so fast.. so in the end me jf sy ben and minchao sat there talking about jc instead.. hmm.. i haben decide which jc to go.. but i would prefer to go SAJC.. if not for the fact that it will be moving to potong pasir when I am J2.. haiz.. dun noe lei.. see first bahh.. chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi.. but then with my marks I also cant get into any good jcs.. so.. hahaa.. dun waste my energy thinking bout it..

after sch went to jp with sy.. cos she want to buy vcd then she jio me go with her.. lolx~ den after buying her vcd we went walk walk around lohh.. i saw a new jay vcd.. is on the concert mv I think.. hmmm I feel like buying.. i dun wan to miss out any jay chou products.. hahaa.. me is loyal fan of jay chou nehh.. lolx~ then crap a lot with sy lohh.. she keep denying that she got one lao gong.. but then everyone also can see that she and her lao gong got sth going on.. lolx~ so I wish sy and her lao gong bai tou xie lao.. zao shen gui zi.. lolx~ then i can carry grandchilren le.. lolx~ i going to be grandmother le.. lolx~

today nv went to school.. not bcos i am sick or wadever.. lolx~ is becos I pon tan school today.. with my mums consent of cos.. i realised that i can do a lot a home.. i finished three sets of maths paper today and revised my chem.. i tot it was better than me wasting time in school listening to miss eks crap.. lolx~ few days ago i watched van helsing and chinderella story.. both were great movies that I missed cos of exams and O level.. hahaa.. but I still managed to catch it in the end.. van helsing was really nice.. the ending so touching.. then cinderella story was so romantic.. hahaa.. wonder when I will ever find a good guy like aUstin ames.. hahaa.. blEahs~ I finished reading memoirs of the geisha today also.. a really really very nice book.. i couldnt put down the book once i started reading.. it was really nice.. an evocating tale.. it realli set me thinking how fortunate I am to be living in singapore where everything is peaceful and safe.. hahaa.. then that jf jus now smsed me and jio me to pon tan sch with her tmls.. i think i tmls will pon tan again most likely.. tmls lesson of not much use.. so i rather stay at home to study myself.. hmm see first bahh.. hahaa.. anyway.. ytd nite was a memorable nite for me.. hahaa.. but I shant say why.. lolx.. blEahS~

today went school as usual.. then went reach school keep kana suan by that chieng siew.. lolx~ cos of my hair.. then she say i look weird in it.. lolx~ hmm nvm lahh.. dun dye also dye liao le.. so got no choice lohh.. hahaa.. went library during chinese lesson to do e maths paper.. nan hua sec prelim de.. but den their prelim paper like v easy lehh.. lolx~ dun noe lei.. hahaa.. *weird* hahaa.. yong sheng and ann yong nv come sch today.. they pon tan sch.. lolx.. even more bad than me.. and tt stupid yong sheng treat me like maid siaa.. keep ask me help him do things when he not in sch.. lolx~ v bad.. miss ek sux totally.. i dun like her at all lohh.. she go other classes to speak ill of our class.. say wad our class think that we are v clever then dun need attend her lesson.. lolx~! wad the hell!! when did we think that we are v clever? the fact is that her lesson is totally boring and that her voice is like hypnotizing me to sleep.. lolx~ pls rEfLect on yOurSelf misS ek!! hmm then i think me severely infected with Jf virus.. it is killing me.. i am at the last stage liao le.. lolx~ cos i am getting more and more lame like that stupid jf.. hahaa.. she so contagious.. lolx~ somemore this virus is no cure de lehh!! hahaa.. see how lame am i.. all jf de fault.. lolx~ then during lesson me and jf keep do stupid things lohh.. we did the r0x r0x sign then we two laugh until dun noe like wadd. hahaa.. at first wan go with her to find miss kho to take chemistry paper to do de but then she paNg sEhh me again as usual.. hahaa.. she go patuo with her clar clar liao le.. lolx~ leave me behind.. lolx~ lucky i still got sinying and yenting to accompany me.. that heartless jf!! hahaa.. guess thats about all bahh.. tonight have to chiong my a maths wksht and chem wksht le.. me is hardworking de lohh.. bleAhs~

toady woke up at about 9 plus.. dun noe why so early wake up then i lazy to brush my teeth so lie in bed to read book.. i read memoirs of the geisha.. very nice lohh.. hahaa.. the story getting more and more interesting.. the chiyo-chan so ke lian.. haiz.. taken away at such a small age.. then after when i finally she de put down the book.. i went to wash up and change to meet sy and wen yi at jp.. we going jp to buy meng jie de present.. then in the end bought for her the forest family bear bear and one pillow.. i like the pillow a lot.. maybe i going back to buy also.. hahaa.. then after that sy came my hse.. she wan make blog mahh then me help her make lohh.. me this person is v good de lohh.. hahaa.. she got blog liao le.. all thanks to me.. hahaa.. her blog is www.-autumnluv-.blogspot.com.. haha.. must go read wor.. cos she got mention me.. lolz.. then sy v funny lehh.. ask her wan to drink water she keep say she dun wan.. lolz.. i think she pai sehx.. lolz.. then now she beside me lohh.. reading wad i type.. lolz.. at first say wan come my hse to do maths tys but then in the end hor.. also nv do.. den she hor.. so forgetful de lehh.. is onli a few minutes ago den she forgot her username.. we tried so many different combinations.. lucky got me remember that she in front got type something.. hahaha.. if not she waste my effort help her make.. lolz.. later she sure forget again de.. then she no need update her blog liao le.. lolz.. god bless her~~ still ask me help her copy the qsn for her to bring home to do.. so mei liang xin de lohh.. lolz.. treat me as maid.. while i am her mother.. lolz.. her so called ah bu lahh.. lolz.. ehh.. oh.. i going to dye my hair later. i hope the colour turns out fine.. if not i monday wun go school.. lolz.. anyway i decide to pon tan school the last wk liao le.. hahaa.. guess thats all for today le.. i noe sy is going to kill me for saying all those.. lolz.. but who cares~ lolz..

hmm today yenting didnt come school today.. dun noe why lei.. think her gastric really giving her problems bahh.. haiz.. life nowadays is so boring.. nothing to do.. everyday go school is study and study.. haiz.. always going thru the same things again and again.. and the same process again and again.. haiz.. so so so sianz.. lolz.. today pe period funny sia.. haha.. i did sth stupid and then esther and mj came to tell me.. at first i nv make any reaction then when i understood i got a shock.. lolz.. then they all laugh at me.. say my reaction slow.. and... lolz.. anyway pe period was raelly stupid and unforgettable.. lolz.. ytd also.. i saw someone de sec one photo.. lolz. so funny.. hahaa.. den got back our overall reasults lohh.. hahaa.. me got fifth in class.. lolz.. i so happy.. so so so elated.. lolz.. finally le.. hahaa.. lucky nv drop.. hmmm got 28 in the level.. dun noe can get the scholarship a not lehh.. i think cannot bahh.. cos we calculate le.. only until 27 then got scholarship.. lolz.. i miss by one place.. lolz.. but nvm lahh.. hahaa.. me already v happy le.. and somemore i finally win ling jie le.. lolz.. yeah!!!! hahahaa..

yesterday is dear de birthday and today is darren de birthday.. hahaa.. so hApPpPPyy bIrrtHdAyy tO dEarr anD dArreEnn.. may aLl yOurr wIshhEs cOmee tRuee.. hAhaa... aNdd dEar duN be sAd le hor.. hahaa.. mus cheer up.. lolz..

nothing much to say today.. yenting didnt come today.. jf had severe stomachache.. i hate maths lesson..



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DYING SOON

today is UNHAPPy day for me.. v v unhappy.. firstly my chem performed way below my expectation with a B3!! i should have at least gotten an A1.. that was my aim.. wadever~ i jus under- performed.. english still ok lahh.. B3.. wad to expect.. i dun noe.. haiz.. after school went to eat at coffee united with jf, sy, meng jie, esther, chieng siew, wen yi, benji and the guys.. we want go watch resident evil mahh.. Nc-16 but nvm.. most of us 16 yrs old liao le.. so we can watch.. hahaha.. then on our way there at the bus stop.. haiz. i dun wish to mention liao le.. sadded. sadded. why mus I see him.. somemore see him with someone i dun wish to see him with.. wadever~ i should have gotten used to it long time ago.. i should have known.. i was jus being stupid.. haiz.. sad diao liao lahh.. haiz..

went westmall with them to watch the show.. hmm the show damn good lohh.. i dun noe why it was onli given a two star rating.. i felt that it was really thrilling and exciting.. hahaa.. i felt that it should have been given at least three stars.. hahaa.. but the show was a bit violent and bloody.. somemore the sound system was so loud that my ears almost exploded.. hahaa.. all in all.. resident evil is a great show.. definitely worth watching... hahaa.. oh yahh.. met huiting there also.. my co senior.. lolz.. still scold me say i nv study for O level but go watch movie.. lolz..

I AM FEELING DAMNZ SAD AND UNHAPPY!! I NOE I AM BEING STUPID! WADEVER!!

went jp at about 12 noon like that to meet ouyang cos she treating me to crystal jade mahh.. as a belated birhtday present.. hahaa.. crystal jade nice lehh.. the ramen so big bowl.. and the noodle is soft and.. spongy?.. haha.. wadever~ it is nice jiu dui liao.. then we go drink pao pao cha and she came my house lohh.. hahaa.. cos my mum always nag that i go ppl house but nv take my frend home.. so ouyang was given the honour.. ahaha... den we went online a while then watch the shao nian ah hu aka star runner.. cos she nber watch before mahh.. haha.. vaness so shuai lehh.. and the tank also.. so shuai lohh.. hahaa.. the ending part is so so touching lehh.. almost cried.. but nv.. hahaa.. ouyang went home about 6 bahh.. her parents came to fetch her and i took her downstairs..

after dinner watched the heavenly sword and the dragon sabre.. the show nice.. i also got watch another version before.. hahaa.. same story.. jus that it is different actors onli.. hahaa.. then msg dear ask him things about the show lohh.. the show going to finish le bahh.. i guess.. hahaa.. dear say he bu she de this show to finish.. lolz~ so funny.. hahaa.. after watching the show so bored.. so come online blog lohh.. just now talking to wen long.. he say he dun noe wad to write for his testimonial then i told him that he dun need to write cos he got no achievements at all.. lolz~ oOopSs.. hahaa.. speaking of this.. i haben write my testimonial yet also.. hahaa.. i totally forgot about it.. hahaa.. me lazy.. hahaa.. later then write bahh.. hahaa..

aiyOoo sin ying arhh.. hahaa.. me will remember to help u make a blog de.. haha.. dun worry lahh.. hahaa.. me is a woman of my words okiez.. hahaa.. blEaHs~



talking to: dear, minchao and sinying..

happie childrens day to all of u kids out there!! hahaa.. today was quite a fruitful day.. went school then got childrens day present from miss tan and miss cheong.. haha.. both give us sweets.. i think my teeth are going to be spoilt.. haha.. i ate so many sweets.. then that jf bully me lehh.. she ask me take her file home then bring back for her on monday cos she going beach mahh.. jf is a bullier.. i dun friend her liao.. always bully me de lehh.. hahaa.. then went to hall for a so called short assembly.. today we had early dismissal cos last yr our seniors did well for O level.. so is like.. an encouragement to us lohh.. hahaa.. mr ong say that he hoped that every yr will hab early dismissal.. wAhah! wait long long.. next yr wun hab liao.. we sure do v badly de.. judging from our prelim results.. then he showed us one complaint letter on a bunch of girls on a bus.. dun noe wadd lahh.. so xiao ti da zuo.. hahaa..

went to bugis with sy.. we two go dating mahh.. hahaa.. took a lot of neoprints with her.. all v nice.. hahaa.. she chio mahh so the picture also chio.. lolz.. jf we haben take neoprint together yet lehh.. must rem to take after Os hor.. then went orchard again.. sy went to look at her treasures again.. lolz.. but i am starting to get interested in her treasures too.. those comics.. hahaa.. kinda addicted liao le.. all her fault lohh.. hahaa!!we took mrt back to jp and on the mrt there was this group of irritating buGs.. a group of six to seven guys i think.. they sat in the train and sang their hearts out.. me and sy down there almost pEng.. they sang a song i like with bad vocals.. haha.. totally destroyed the song.. went to meet sy mother at sasa then shop shop a bit go home liao le..

jus now watch singapore idol.. those i liked a lot got in.. i am so haPpy.. theres my nO.1 hot star fAvouRite.. my dReam guy dAvid yEo!!! he is so so cute.. i like him so much.. i got vote for him lehh.. haha.. then also got olinda, maia and daphne.. i think they are good.. one thing i dun like is that jerry ong got in and jeassea got out.. jeassea is real pro and chio.. jerry got in only bcos of his so called fans.. he sucks!.. he is so fake and dramatic.. cant stand him.. hope he kana kicked out sooner!!.. go dAvid yEo!! daviD yEo rUles my wHole WORld!!



watashi no ichiban dai suki dayo