alrites, after charging myself from yesterday's sleep. i am alive and kicking again.. been so terribly tired after four days of work.. yeah, it was slack, fun and tiring as well. somemore i had to rush to work from chalet on the first day.. chalet was sianified cos everyone was so addicted to the winning eleven game.. well, i managed to win some of the guys! lol. girl power! winning eleven is a football game.. lol.

sales this time was not very gd. not many ppl came.. i guess it had something to do with the location.. its at expo.. so i was slacking thruout the whole show.. always rotting for one hour at 7-11 with hl and jf. got to noe a few more colleagues.. one of them nearly made my blood boil. not jus mine.. but everyone's else.. cos he always snatch other ppl's cutomer. its like.. wtf la. also knew the acer distributor better.. handsome and caring definitely. lol. always ask me why i haven go home.. lol.

i also got to know some of the projector ppl.. namely kok hong, jiawei and jiahao the twins! lol. the first day i see them i felt that they looked so alike!! then on further enquiry, i knew that they were twins! wweee. lol. so excited.. never see twins before ma.. the last day i kept talking with them.. so the projector boss come to me and asked me to stop talking to them cos i was distracting them from work.. he said it to sour me la.. not to scold me.. lol. so the boss end up souring me even more.. and the few guys stood there commenting about wad i said, my looks etc.. zzzz. very paiseh. sth the boss said made me feel even more paiseh. lol.

thats about all la.. going shopping with sy later on.. lotsa things to buy.. anyone sponsor me pls? lol. my money is running out!! lol.

sometimes its the feeling inside and you feel like you need to break down and c.r.y
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
its funny how you can have the biggest smile on your face but deep inside...you just want to let go of everything, run away and s.c.r.e.a.m

i am feeling very terrible now.. and i still have to force myself to laugh and smile with the customers.. attend to their every need. i am seriously tired.. well, maybe its just me. i always pretend that everything is OKAY when its NOT. i always pretend to laugh when i actually feel like breaking down.

who can i tell my troubles to? who can i really confide into? when will i stop hiding all those little secrets?

sorry sorry sorry sorry. i am very sorry.. i didnt mean it. pls dun ignore me.. pls.

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled, even if her heart was just broken. I want to be remembered as the girl who could brighten everyones day, even if she couldnt brighten her own

yeaps ppl! i am back to update.. and the reason why i am updating here.. is that the maple server is down and i cant maple till 5pm. lol! missed me eh ppl? i still stick to my policy of 20tags per update. lol. life has been pretty busy lately.. busy with mapling and orientation stuff i suppose. we painted our og and family flag last saturday.. it was fun and our flag is uber nice. forgot to take pic. lol. and ytd i went back to sch to help out with the family identity.. its busy but i like doing all these things.. i cant wait for orientation 2oo6. (:

ok i am stuck for words now.. cant think of anything to update anymore. lol. nothing much has been happening since its the holidays.. i only touched a lil bit of hwk. lol.. cos i am totally addicted to that maple.. trying hard to focus. lol. dyed my hair.. yupps. i like the colour a lot.. oral presentation is over. and hip hip hurray! no more project work! lol.. i am liberated from misery and tortures. lol. finding things to keep myself occupied this few days..

maha is getting married! she invited us to go.. i am so shocked. lol.. maybe we will go crash her wedding? hahaha.. i love seeing ppl get married. its feels so blissful and romantic. lol. maybe some unhappy things did happen last few days.. but i guess the storm brewed over and things are fine now. i am glad things are the way it is now.. and i dun really ask for much.. i jus hope that things will continue the way they are. nth will change..

next week will be bery busy too! 22nd -24th november is 4B chalet! weets. looking forward to it.. i love every 4B outing. hmm.. 24-27 november will be working. hahaha.. bet it will be fun filled and fruitful i hope. i jus wan to buy that converse shoes... and i changed my blogskin.. its different from my usual style.. lol. shrugs.

its an addiction i can never get rid of.. i am addicted to you..

sometimes, i jus wonder.. why things dun always turn out the way we wan them to be. hmm. ytd had bbq over at benjamin's house with 4B ppl. been such a long time since we all gathered together as a class even though many ppl were missing. the guys arranged to meet me at my house at 330pm but only elvin arrived on time.. darren and yongsheng were super late. i should have told them to meet 3 instead. made me wait so long.

so we carried the food over and hailed a cab. talk talk on the way and reached. carry all the food upstairs again.. even though i only carried the plates and cups. LOL. the rest had already reached le.. we played mahjong.. maplestory.. lol. had a great time. after that.. we went downstairs to bbq. played and fooled around like no one's business.. took lotsa pics. i jus love being with them.. being with them makes me feel happy. lol.

played poker and i had to cook three hotdogs becos i lost the game. see how childish we are? lol. but i simply love being childish. especially with them. LOL. after that one by one, ppl left. i was the only girl left behind with five other guys. we talked and played and i almost blew my top at them cos they peeked into my hp without my permission!. grr. but suan le, since we decided to share with each other. wenyi had to give us the torn $50 and put everyone in anguish becos we couldnt find the torn part.. we were so worried. but luckily ys managed to find it.

went home with the guys, initially planned to take bus. but then after that.. everyone took cab. i went with darren. and the rest in another cab. i was FORCED by darren to pay the cab fare. so ungentlemanly! lol. i was very tired.. but i really had fun. i love 4B. anyway, mrs tan said that i am a cutie pie! lol. i really like her a lot.. its really a pity that she wun be teaching us anymore. she is really a great teacher even though i didnt score well for GP. hahaha.. hopes that everything turns out well for her. i will miss her though..

dunno wads wrong with u.
maybe been smsing too often
we run out of topics to talk about
we end up being hot tempered
arguments and quarrels prevailed
i really dunno wads wrong with us.
i dun wan things to go wrong this way