Since my mum, my sis have been asking me what presents i want for my birthday, i shall write down some of my birthday wishes in order of importance.. since i am going to be sweetest 18 soon...

Grace's Birthday Wishes

1. score extremely well for prelims and alevels. (quite obvious)
2. get into a good uni and into a gd course.
3. he will be safe and sound and happy everyday
4. i will be safe and sound and happy everyday
5. no more quarrels, arguments and misunderstandings with him.
6. everyone in my family will be safe
7. find my missing favourite white ring
8. find my missing jay's cd (the cover still intact but no cd inside)
9. my dream phone nokia N73
10. Zen Microphoto, V or V plus.
11. my hair will grow longer.

i hope all my wishes will come true.. although its a bit quite hard. lol. i swear that the moment i work i will make wishes number 9 and 10 come true. i am saving up already. (: guess i wun update anymore till prelims are over. and mr chua has to give us extra chem tutorial on my birthday next week. well done. lol.

i am very tired out. emotionally, mentally and physically. i find myself dreading the school life everyday.. i practically have to drag and hypnotise myself to go to school. i dread school life till the extent that i even HATE it. and worse still, i find myself getting more and more temperamental which is so unlike me. i used to control my emotions quite well.

prelims is two weeks away! hoorays. i haven studied much. no matter how much i study, there still seems to be topics left uncovered or unsure of. great. i wonder how i am going to pass my prelims. i think i shall go bribe lady luck to help me on prelims. sorry for the outburst today. i admit today i was in a bad mood and feeling quite down.

i hope that my class will get back to normal again. i wish that everyone in my class will be happy and free of troubles. i wish that my class will pass prelims with flying colours. i really dun like the tension and stress in my class.. everyone has changed. maybe the stress has somehow affected them and probably me too.

luckily he is always by my side, encouraging me and giving me support. he is my pillar of strength. at least he makes me happy.

he said that a girlfriend should always be treated like a queen. if i am a queen then he must be my king. (:

well, grace is really very happy today.
he just makes my life very very beautiful. (:

Instructions:
Take a look at your friends at every angle of your life,
list up 10 things you wanna tell to 10 friends of yours.
Do not state who these people are.

1. although strictly speaking you are not considered as my friend but i would still like to write this down. life has never been the same for me ever since i got to know you. i never once regretted knowing you and it has been the happiest, most wonderful and most blissful time of my life. you made me feel like a princess. you made me feel loved. although quarrels and misunderstandings never left our life, we managed to brave everything. you wrote a new chapter in my life. you are my true love and my real love. life will never be the same without you. i love you.

2. i let this person down. i am sorry.

3. that pig who sits beside me since sec4. a wonderful pal with no hair but insists that she has hair. she has got a voracious appetite and the thing is she never gets fat with all those amt of eating. life jus isnt fair rite? i am so jealous. lol. she was a great listening ear. all those days of singing 'wo men de ai' will never be forgotten. those days we jerked pinched and played with each other will be etched deep in my heart. thanks for always staying by my side. you are great.

4. a super shy lady with many suitors. sometimes you jus got to open up your heart and let love fill your heart. never ever be unsure of your feelings. grab the chance whenever you have it. dun let fate miss you again. be brave my dear lady. even though we seldom meet up now i just want to say that you will always be my bestest friend. you will never be forgotten.

5. a beautiful lady. she always give ppl the wrong impression that she is very cool and dao. but nevertheless she has also been another great friend of mine. teaching me ways to make up, ways to hide my flaws with clothings etc. my beauty consultant. i am glad to noe you. definitely a person who can read my mind and understand me. a great shopping partner too. (:

6. got to know this friend during my jc life. sharing secrets and gossiping in class have been our daily activities. sometimes you just ought to settle down. if you think that the person is the right one den i think you should go for it. the only person who has telepathy with me.. never fails to noe wad i am thinking and wad i am feeling. thanks for everything. all the best to you and ps.

i think i have to stop at 6. i am brain dead officially. this is a tedious job which requires a lot of brain power and brain cells. lol. but jus a side note to all my friends, thanks for being there. have been sick for the past few days.. with all the flu and sore throat. hopefully i will get better in time to come..